abit sick of working days..
wanna sleep a lot

hope the person is gonna call me soon to inform me the trg dates!
maybe i shall tell my boss that i wan to work till next week?

things arent going smoothly for this year..
i know it too well

but today has a nice cake and a wine-taste-alike drink:)so not too bad.haha

我越来越无可救药
她区区的一个问候就能让我开心
我到底如何才能放开


要恨她
比登山还要难
我已经受伤了几个月
却自己一直自作自受


她是唯一能让我轻易地掉眼泪
唯一一个人

你不知道吧

今早两点十八分，电话来个简讯，我就被震醒了。
是她。
看了一眼就倒头回去睡了。
实在太累了。
我不管了。

wish for today:u must be happy k

2010

a year that i lost my 'everything'

a year that i realised that i can cry so much for a particular person..even just by seeing or hearing..

a year that i want something so much but i know i can never have it anymore..

a year that i wish i can go back to the past and stay there forever..

a year that i know that work can change a person..a 180 degree change..

a year that i really dislike...

hope you will like the card.i did it myself...
did u realise..
i bet u didnt..
since you are not her anymore..ha..
she has gone..far away from me..

at least i m able to do something for you..
the last thing that i drew for you..spend my time for you just for yr smile..
yr smile wont be for me anymore..

thankyou for everything...
be happy k..
smile pls..
i love yr smile..i think that is how i fall for you..
good-bye..

我想的她；我念的她；我望的她

自问眼泪何时才能停
自问伤心绝望心痛要何时才能忘掉
自问问什么当初你为何明知会离开我,又闯进我的世界
自问为何你会因为工作而把我们的一切忘得一干二净
自问你是如何那么轻易地把一切忘掉 教我好吗
自问为何你每一句话每一个眼神每一个行动能驱使我的心情;
能把我带到天堂，也能把我推到地狱
自问自己过去的两年是否只是一场梦；好美的梦
自问你当时为何对我那么好；
为何你要靠近我；
为何你让我喜欢了你；
为何让我依赖着你；
为何让我把你当作我最重要的人；
为何又跟我说你喜欢我；
为何又让我有着想和你天长地久的梦想;
为何你现在又如此对待我；好冷漠；好像陌生人；我好痛；真的很痛；
为何你能这么忍心地伤害我
我爱的你在哪..
geu ri wuh yo..

finally had to see you..

27/5
went to eat ajisen..and i have no choice..
cant escape..
i have to meet her..

did u know my heart stop a beat when i saw her..
i must be really crazy..

then what hurts me most was..
i realised that i wasnt even a friend anymore..
she saw her collegue on train and she pointed jy and introduced her as a friend..
and went back continue to talking with her collegue..
so..
the conclusion i came up with was..
i m invisible..
i just knew i was nothing to her...

two years seem to be a dream to me..
and what's left was
once beautiful and sweet memories..
now..my nightmare..