sigh.
wondering what are you doing now..

i cut my hair!

在你左右 还要多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
YEAH.......
握紧的手 不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走
要记得
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃 因为有一天缘份会继续

一定会继续
YE...... OH......
在你左右 还要多久
怎么样才能让时间倒流
每一分每一秒都珍重
YEAH.......
握紧的手 不愿放松
十点半的飞机它在等候
不要再让自己的眼泪流
我必须要走
要记得
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃 国为有一天缘份会继续
我知道你寂寞
一个人确实好难过
思念是一种痛
没有你叫我怎么活
身边充满诱惑
不坚定就容易犯错
你是否能看见未来的收获
你愿意再耐心等候
YEAH........
我们的故事真难忘
太多的回忆和希望
不管它有多疯狂
我愿意一生收藏
我们的故事不能忘
太多的情节要发展
不要放弃 国为有一天缘份会继续
让我们一起演完


你为何要传简讯给我
为什么你还是能驱使
我的喜怒哀乐
我好像要回到
那几个月的我
差一点疯掉的我

所以我不能看到你
不能够
永远

always have some thoughts to write down but after a while i forgot what as i thinking..
bad memory..
hope this bad memory virus will spread to 'that memory'
sigh tired.
slept 15 hrs td!
nice:}
but that is because i slept for 1 hr plus the day before!!
nearly died..haha
i dreamt of you last night.
trying to celebrate your birthday.
but you appeared as the 'cold' person that i will never want to see.
cant i see the one who touches my heart even in my dream?
anw goodnight!!
shall try to write tmr!
i try to wake up at 8 15am!
i will try!
eh must!

it's 6am
i havent sleep yet.
i am tired now..
but i m thinking of you again and again..

just drank a while ago..
some things happened..
but it was quite memorable.i think.

was quite sad when i drank.cos i thought of you.
the one who i like..i love..i miss..i treasure..
again..i thought of situations that you will be back.
but i knew that the possibility of that is 0.
i m sure.

will you ever miss me?
will you ever thought of me?
i guess nope

newton's third law will never apply to us anymore

remembering the times that i tried to rush back to bp after outward bound just to see you.
and you waited for me even though you sprained your ankle from competition.
times were just filled with happiness for me.
having the chance to see you is my first priority even though how tired i was
why have things change?
why did you change?
WHY

i dont think you remember a single thing about us once upon a time.
yet i seriously miss you a lot.
hit me..

tired.
how are you?
are you happy?

王力宏-你不在
当世界只剩下这床头灯
你那边是早晨已经出门
我侧身感到你在转身
无数陌生人正在等下一个绿灯
一再错身彼此脆弱的时分
如果渴望一个吻的余温
我关了灯黑暗把我拼吞
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在
无尽等待像独白般难挨
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在
我受了伤在偷偷好起来
但你不在 不在
时间再按下许多次快门
沉默里听见转动的秒针
一个人吃饭这个凌晨
孤单一人份
你低声说你有别人
我的话筒只有自己的体温
怎样认真也不一定成真
你说的对 我不得不承认
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在
无尽等待像独白的难挨
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在
我受了伤再偷偷好起来 但你不在
那些摇摆 我都明白 都明白
但你不在 爱已不在 不在
你不在 当我最需要爱 你却不在
一个人分饰两角的恋爱
你不在 高兴还是悲哀 你都不在
像空气般不存在的存在
再没有痕迹的爱 你不在
当我需要你的爱 你不在

nightmare in 2 hrs

i managed to sleep about 3 or 4 hours last night.
so i cant stand the sleepiness when i got home.
i fell asleep immediately..head was terribly heavy.
and this time i remembered my dream..
it was scary and i tasted betrayal again..
is she the one in the dream?
it seemed so familiar.

i dreamt that natural disaster was happening and i told some people but they took it as a joke..and i managed to tell some of my gd friends..and i woke up..
but this was the last part of my dream.

the first part was a quite unclear now..
but the feeling of betrayal was still clearly in my heart..feeling very uneasy now..
the feeling of sadness..desperation..heart-broken..
it felt almost the same when she left..
my important person..

and i m missing her again..
why..
cos i felt very empty and uneasy now?
no idea..
shouldn't have sleep..
should heed gp advice..
hit me..

i dreamt of you yesterday..
actually it has been some time since i last dreamt about you..
i saw your face so clearly that the first thing that i thought of was..
i have to run..
i promise not to see you anymore..
even in dream, i rmb that..

i tried to run away..but failed..
and you came to me..
and my memories of my dream ended here..
cant rmb what happen next..
but i knew that i was hoping you to come back..
silly,
i was.

emo was a thing i learnt after you left.

胡歌 天亮以後 LYRICS
客棧前那一座橋
或許我們都到不了
沒有理由在苦笑
只是煎熬

反覆練習的擁抱
天亮以後就看不到
不能陪你到蒼老
陪你到老

我不知道還有誰
能像我讓你依靠
我只希望
你會牢記我的好

天亮以後
就再也牽不到你的手
天亮以後
我會慢慢離開你的夢
不敢說再見
就是無法說出口

天亮以後
留住你該用什麼理由
天亮以後
留下的就只剩下寂寞
別難過所有的痛
都由我默默承受

我以為我做得到
抱著你到天荒地老
愛你我感到驕傲
什麼都好
期待著你的擁抱
也許這機會太渺小
流著眼淚苦著笑
我怎麼逃

空盪的夢
怎麼寫我們的從今以後
握緊著手
看不到再見的盡頭

tired.very.
where are you.
i miss you.
very
i..
how can i forget..

what should i do?
what can i do?