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reading

read finish a novel
read finish a chinese book (微微一笑很倾城)

it's funny and the concept is interesting
i had a good laugh

but after finished reading it,

i felt a sense of emptiness

i think it is just after-reading-finish-a-book-syndrome

时光机

时光机

多一次机会 也许就能改变
再一次相遇 认识 相恋
结局也许不会是如此
一切也不会数落成一场梦

需要的是多一次机会
我需要一架时光机
带我回到和你一起的时光
许可我再一次抓紧你的手
拥抱着你
确认你的感情
对你说声我爱你

只需要
勇敢一点 积极一点
少一点犹豫 少一点拙笨
多一点体贴 多一点主动

一切就会改变
身边依然会有你的陪伴
生活继续有着你的微笑
梦想仍然存有你的影子

简简单单的过着日子

但也许时光机也没用
也许你的心从来都没有我

你为他哭红眼睛
你猜我是什么心情
窗外的雨下不停
我的视线模糊不清
你的思绪在回忆里苦痛挣扎
可他已是别人的童话
我小心地捧着对你的牵挂
你却悄悄温习温柔和他
我想你还爱着他
一直都没有放下
无论我怎么努力 怎么用心
也比不过他
听着电话那头他说的话你还在装傻
泪也偷偷地流下
我想你还爱着他
时间没给你回答
就算我为你打伞 送你回家
你也忘不掉他
也许我们的相见错过了对的时差
可以的话 就算不爱我
也别再爱他

erase

it seems that even fate wants me to forget

pressing a button on my phone
what came into my sight was not my familiar wallpaper
but the theme wallpaper

immediately, i knew that my memory card cannot be detected by my phone.
naturally i switched off my phone and this was the beginning step..

when my phone was on, a message pop up 'format your memory card?'
...
my memory card actually had a problem
and i went online to search and found that there was a software to retrieve memory from formatted card

so i decided..
decided to format my card..

by pressing it..
everything was gone..

and now i still have not managed to retrieve my photos and songs..
gone huh

maybe i should have done that long ago.

drawing

feel like drawing

draw
draw
draw

and forget everything

6 days of exams

and it is officially over at 11 30 sharp today in nanyang auditorium Hall A

but i have no idea how well or how bad will i do.
that's quite bad.

normally, i can gauge my score, but after entering university,
this has changed.

okay, what shall i do for holidays..


JULY-special semester(JAP)


so what shall i do for may and june?
work?(hopefully i can find a job)
do something meaningful..like?
feel like taking courses..like?

sighsigh, i dont want to lead a boring life for holidays!!
like i did last year..8 months of bad,horrible life
i wasted 8 months, hurting plus abit of healing and did nothing
not gonna to do that again!

-play-
arcade!
ice-skating
cycling in east coast park
eat?
movie?

shall plan soon.haha.

but still i hope i did alright for exams!!

Hand

the moon looks ominous now. reddish yellow.
first time seeing such a colour of the moon

--xx--

two and a half hours of writing
my hands, my fingers naturally felt the strain after this long hours of continuous writing

remembered that this happened too after my economic paper which was around 2 years back
after the paper, i grabbed my bag,rushed down the ramp,and headed to the library.. and not home
because an important person was waiting for me
naturally, my eyes searched for her,
my legs led the way to her who was studying

she greeted me with her smile
taking my right hand, she begun to massage it with her soft hands.
and the strain started to fade away bit by bit, bit by bit

this will not happen anymore..

she has gone.gone to some faraway land that i can never reach.

this time, the strain is still lingering in my fingers.

选一个

两岁：‘听话’ 你是听不懂哪一个字
两个月：..话?
两岁：错了！是‘听’!:)
两个月：..



两岁：'我们' 你是听不懂哪一个字
两个月：‘我’..不是..‘们’!
两岁：错了！是‘我’!:D
两个月：我怎么又错了..



两岁：‘得到’ 你是听不懂哪一个字
两个月：..‘得’?
两岁：对了！:) 拍拍*
两个月：终于猜到了:)

first paper in 10 hours and 14 mins time!

JIAYOUS AND ALL THE BEST TO MYSELF!:)

A song

我的手握着方向盘
眼神停留在陌生的前方
周末夜晚拥挤的路上
我们能不能走到山顶上
你就坐在我的身旁
为什么心却生活在他方
周围夜色如此得迷乱
沉默中听见不安的试探
你爱我吗
我可以这样问你吗
你爱我吗
你给我的温柔是寂寞吗
你爱我吗
你心里还有遗憾吗
你是真的爱我吗

城市里灯火正辉煌
我们的未来在什么地方
周末夜晚天空正闪亮
幸福是不是还握在手上
你就靠在我的肩膀
为什么心却沉没在远方
窗外天空依然还温暖
叹息中发现不只是不安
你爱我吗
我可以这样问你吗
你爱我吗
你给我的温柔是寂寞吗
你爱我吗
你心里还有遗憾吗
你是真的快乐吗
你爱我吗
你这样问过自已吗
你爱我吗
你给我的拥抱是习惯吗
你爱我吗
你的心里还是唯一吗
你爱我吗
你是真的爱我吗

people may perform selective attention unknowingly.
attaching emotion markers to info
and the markers are stored in memory
which reproduce the emotion when the info is brought up,

this goes the same for memories which have emotion markers as well.

too many things, remembering it now and then,
the emotions that were attached to it, came as well.

i just hate it.


1 week 1 day

reviewing my accounting paper is so frustrating.
i can get 10 more marks...if not..

nvm, i will get it back on final paper!

1 week 3 days