My legs..

'sorry, but she is not in.'

we were stunned.aren't our appointment today at 12 pm? (if i can scratch my head. i would)

that teacher actually ps us..maybe i can understand since she took an urgent leave.
but she seriously wasted our money and time..

afternoon--

we had a good 'exercise' for 4 hours.
my legs are aching right now..
but it is a truly good experience.
learn to converse with people,boost my confidence and earn some money

but i don't think i can do alone.
i admit that i m not that brave..
however, i will try to improve,
i want to change.

kimi o suki dake ja monotarinai
akogare dake ja umekirenai
samishisa dake ga kyou mo RIARU de
ima, ai ni ittara naite shimau

boku wa kimi o suki ni natta
yuugure no kaze no nioi
boku wa omoidashite ureshiku naru
kimi no koe sono waraikata

boku wa kimi o suki ni natta
dare ni mo mada iete'nai
hitori omoidashite ureshiku naru
sono koe shaberikata

samishii kimochi POTSURI
suki na kimochi KIRARI
futatsu kubetsu ga tsukanai boku wa
yuugure ni kokoro tsuburete'ku

kimi o suki dake ja monotarinai
akogare dake ja umekirenai
samishisa dake ga kyou mo RIARU de
ima, ai ni ittara naite shimau

boku wa kimi o suki ni natta
nichiyoubi ame no nioi
boku wa omoidashite aitaku naru
furikaeru waraigoe

himitsu no kimochi YURARI
tomadou kimochi FUWARI
futatsu kakaekirenai boku wa
yuugure ni kokoro tsuburete'ku

kimi o suki dake ja monotarinai
akogare dake ja umekirenai
asa no hikari ga afuredashitara
suki to yuou yuuki motte

kimi o suki dake ja monotarinai
akogare dake ja umekirenai
samishisa dake ga kyou mo RIARU de
ima, ai ni ittara naite shimau

kimi o suki dake ja monotarinai
akogare dake ja umekirenai
asa no hikari ga afuredashitara
suki to yuou yuuki motte

TRANSLATION:

Simply liking you won't satisfy me.
Simply admiring you won't satiate me.
Today, too, the only thing real is my loneliness.
If I go see you now, I'll surely end up crying.

I fell in love with you.
In a sunset, filled with the scent of the wind,
when I recall your voice and your smiles,
I immediately become happy.

I fell in love with you,
but I haven't been able to tell anyone yet.
When I recall your voice and the way you talk,
even though I'm alone I'll become happy.

The feeling of loneliness...forlorn.
The feeling of love...sparkling.
As I'm unable to differentiate between these two feelings,
my heart becomes slowly crushed in the sunset.

Simply liking you won't satisfy me.
Simply admiring you won't satiate me.
Today, too, the only thing real is my loneliness.
If I go see you now, I'll surely end up crying.

I fell in love with you.
On a Sunday, filled with the scent of the rain,
when I recall your laughter as you turn back to look at me,
I immediately become wanting to see you.

This secret feeling...swaying.
This bewildered feeling...softly.
As I'm unable to embrace both of them into my arms,
my heart becomes slowly crushed in the sunset.

Simply liking you won't satisfy me.
Simply admiring you won't satiate me.
Once the morning light pours in,
I, with courage, will say "I like you!"

Simply liking you won't satisfy me.
Simply admiring you won't satiate me.
Today, too, the only thing real is my loneliness.
If I go see you now, I'll surely end up crying.

Simply liking you won't satisfy me.
Simply admiring you won't satiate me.
Once the morning light pours in,
I, with courage, will say "I like you!"

JAP-LESSON 1

how to greet when you meet with someone for the first time

hajimemashite
(name) desu
[(nationality) desu eg. singaporean-shingqpooru jin desu]
[(job) desu eg. student- gakusee desu]
yoroshiku onegaishimasu

is it true?

some people said that if one looks at or faces an individual very often, he or she will look alike to the individual as time passes..

they will response in the same manner,
act in the same way,
talk as if they are twins..

which i think some people called it fuqixiang.

my handwriting seems like hers just that it is smaller..i guess.
once my classmate even wondered if we were cousins..haha..

it seems that she went for a short exchange
but i did not know from her
starting from a year ago, i knew nothing about her anymore..

sometimes, war begins in my mind naturally..
i.e
even though i yearn to see her, hear her..
if i have the chance, i wont..
it's painful i guess..
i m afraid of the pain

online friend

met an online friend,

my first online friend.i guess.haha
sms her, talk to her.

she is 5 years younger than me.her life was quite drama, infact very different from mine.i m really a lot fortunate as compared to her.
i really dont know how to survive if i m in her shoes.

betrayed by friends(in fact, i think it is not even considered as friends.hope that friend of hers will get kama)
relationship problem(which i think that she is too young to face with such problem)

i really want to help her.hope that i did.
GAMBATTE k!
i m willing to share some of my luck with you:)

shopping?

thur

went out with gp.wanted to queue for the standard chartered run.
but i guess we went there too late.and the queue was super long!
from the bird eye view, the queue perhaps had a snake-like shape.

so we went to tampines which was in the EAST (emphasized,haha)
yep,we went there to eat.and walk ard

we actually walked all 3 shopping malls.
i didnt know that tampines actually has 3 shopping mall side by side.
lunch was definitely filling.
and i would like say a 'sorry' to gp because that i really bad at deciding what to eat.haha

but it was quite fun.since it has been long, that i have went out.

and lastly
baka yx..

yishouge

韦礼安 ---因为爱
有些事情 我也说不明白
想和你在一起 为什么舍不得分开
或许我软弱 也害怕失败
但有你的笑容 就能让我再站起来
你曾问我是什么令我对你难以忘怀
我也曾经想过这种感觉说不出来
我现在才明白
因为爱 所以爱 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分开 你不在 怀念空气里的对白
因为爱 所以爱 让我付出我的关怀
不管风吹或日晒 我才明白一切都是因为爱
有些事情 我也说不明白
想和你在一起 为什么舍不得分开
或许我软弱 也害怕失败
但有你的笑容 就能让我再站起来
你曾问我是什么令我对你难以忘怀
我也曾经想过这种感觉说不出来
我现在才明白
一分开 你不在 怀念空气里的对白
因为爱 所以爱 让我付出我的关怀
不管风吹或日晒 我才明白一切都是因为爱
因为爱 所以爱 珍惜在一起的愉快
一分开 你不在 怀念空气里的对白
因为爱 所以爱 让我付出我的关怀
不管风吹或日晒 我才明白一切都是因为爱

feeling abit low..
worked for 3 weeks.
and i left with less than 2 months of holidays..

what can i do?
is a question that i kept asking myself.
i dont know..
seriously

happy or not?satisfied or not?

result is out.
shld i be happy?
managed to hit target on the dot..

maybe i should be happy just a while..

but i m not satisfied

yesterday morning

boom..boom..boom.BOOM...!

terrible thunderstorms woke me up from my dream..
but my heavy eyelids did not want to open..

'just let me sleep' i thought to myself..

however, thunders continued.
this was the longest consecutive thunders i have heard in my life.maybe 10 to 11?
cant really remembered since i was only half awake..

finally the thunders ceased and i went back to lala land after a hard time trying to continue my sleep..