song for you week 13

just remembered that i forgot..

here!


currently listening.
2 more days

ona kaga sui ta.

random thoughts

just finished watching DOCUMENTARY of AKB48 1ミリ先の未来
(even though i know it is not the right time to watch..)

but i guess i carried away some learning points..
it showed people who are at the same age as me or even younger,
are working towards their dreams
and they worked very hard..very hard everyday
to perform, to meet their own expectations..
facing the cruel society at such a young age
and making mistakes are non tolerant
but this is for their dream
maybe this is what kept them moving on

for me, ima, i am not really sure what i want, what i wanna achieve in life,
but i guess if i dont live the best out of my life, it seems such a waste right.
have a dream to work towards..
perhaps this will make everyday a more fulfilling one

can this happen to me?
i dont know..
but i know i dont want to lead a boring life

the only thing that i can do now
is to get high grade
to meet my expectation..
then maybe i can think about my future

**shall not watch video till end of exams!akb48!gambatte!

random thoughts

突然很想在床上读书
--
记得我曾经说过偶尔在床上读书的习惯
在场的你同意了我的话

对啊 我们曾经对彼此的一举一动，习惯等等 都似乎了如指掌

此时我们
从最熟的人 变得 没关系的陌生人
--
恐怖吧

心还是会悄悄地痛



你曾说不想有天让我知道 你对他有那么好
你说会懂我的失落 不是靠宽容就能够解脱
我以为我出现的时候刚好 你和他正说要分开
我以为你已对他不再期待 不纵容他再给你伤害

我以为我的温柔 能给你整个宇宙
我以为我能全力填满你感情的缺口
专心陪在你左右 弥补他一切的错
也许我太过天真 以为奇迹会发生

我以为终究你会慢慢明白 他的心已不在你身上
我的关心你依然无动于衷 我的以为只是我以为

他让你红了眼眶 你却还笑着原谅
原来你早就想好你要留在谁的身旁
我以为我够坚强 却一天天的失望
少给我一点希望 希望就不是奢望

acctg tmr!!

spent time watching akb48 videos..
distraction!
shall resist myself from these distraction..

acctg is my only hope for A
shall study hard and get it!
gambatte to all who are studying!

akb48 daisuki!

AKB48

i accidentally found a new jap idol group..
ABK48!
and i think i like yuko now!haha



they have it in singapore!!
omg.

song for you week 12

AyaRuka - Oshichau Zo!!

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sad song

study

just a day ago, i realised i love to study with big space (big table)

that was what you like too right.
remembered that slight disappointment would cling onto my heart whenever I had to sit quite far away from you (separate table)

because you always required lots of space.
filling the whole table with files..notes..stationary

but i cant stand it...cant stand being too far away from you.
so i dont mind having a smaller space in order to sit on the same table

got to see you while studying was just my simple and small bits of happiness..
which was taken away a year and eleven months ago..

k study please!
i guess i sidetracked quite a while!
bt204 and aa203!
here i come!!

gone:(

my photos are gone...
my maggie mee photo!
haha

nvm!i will upload in few months!

p.s if i manage to get to taiwan:)

如果你还在。。

taiwan beibeimian

hohoho
i got to eat one of the beibeimian!(my mum bought only 2!)
it is super nice!!
have u see a maggie mee that has real meat before!!
although it was abit spicy,it is sugoi!
upload more photos when i get home..
cos i realised the photos are still stored in my camera!
havent transfer to my memory card..

k back to study!
gambatte!!

song for you week 11

还记得我们曾是彼此的回忆
缺少了我们情侣关系的是你
没结果的放弃忘不了逃避
体验过的无数的浮躁爱情
同意我在街道悄悄语问候你回忆
发现已不是单身的你~Girl~
我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该是坏
收拾好把它掩埋
但我知道你们相爱
我的心里泛起许多无奈
这时候我该有个专注幸福
我会不停的等待
等待着未来
缠密的箱子里一叠叠的回忆
再好的思念释放以后就忘记
没结果的放弃忘不了逃避
体验过的无数浮躁爱情
某一晚在街道悄悄语问候你回忆
发现已不在眷念着你
我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该是坏
收拾好把它掩埋
可我知道你们相爱
我的心里泛起许多无奈
这时候我该有个专注幸福
我会不停等待
等待着未来

某一晚在街道悄悄语问候你回忆
发现已不在眷念着你
我知道你们相爱
有了开始有了未来
在我心里放不下的也该是坏
收拾好把它掩埋
可我知道你们相爱
我的心里泛起许多无奈
每一个人都该有个专注幸福
我会不停等待
等待着未来

全都給你

從台灣買來的黃李撻　
小小的四方型的
每人只有一個
特好吃

如果回到兩年前
它不會被我吃掉

它會在你的肚子吧.

nana mizuki!!

all synced!
super impressed!!
i guess i just had added another name to my list of singers that i like.

song for you week 10

mine mine jay chou mp3 download

沒有你的生活 我開始寫小說
好多畫面好多靈感 我要把稿費都給你
巷口不小心經過 你的車子依舊停在紅線 幫你繳罰單
你叫我別管 我才想到我們已經分開
想起那一個夏天 那不是那不是那是冬天
想起你生氣的臉 每天就像冬天 唉唉唉
你說那是愛愛愛
誰該堅強起來 月亮還是太陽 是誰遮了誰 是誰都會依賴
你說已分開 為什麼還要幫你撐傘
Cuz baby you are mine mine(Mine..。。)

Mine mine(Mine..。。)
太快 就承認 我真的很想你
會不會沒有男子氣概 You say
Bye-bye(Bye )
Oh bye-bye(Bye )
拆開 我的心隨你看 滿滿的都是愛
我的眼皮跳一下 代表你在想我
我的耳朵癢一下 代表你在講我壞話
我沒這麼不好吧 不用跟朋友說吧
如果以後和好了 看到你朋友不是很尷尬
想起那一個夏天 那不是那不是那是冬天

想起你生氣的臉 每天就像冬天 唉唉唉
你說那是愛愛愛
騙誰 我說的氣話都收回
我寫的小說根本是空白黑夜
你說既然已分開 為何還要幫你撐傘
嘜嘜 你嘜擱嘜擱偷偷離開
嘜嘜 你嘜擱嘜擱偷偷離開
嘜驚 我不會放你一人治那 你想有人靠有人會疼
嘜 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜鬧 落大雨你淋雨我艱苦 落大雨我沒你會艱苦
Cuz baby you are mine mine(Mine )
Mine mine(Mine )
太快 就承認 我真的很想你
會不會沒有男子氣概 You say
嘜 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜 你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜鬧 落大雨你淋雨我艱苦 落大雨我沒你會艱苦

radio tuning

turned to the clock..it says 1040
just in time!i thought to myself.
typed in the website..waited
and i realised it is not the radio show that i wanted to listen
the first thing i did was to doubt my memory..
checked the radio list again..
my memory didnt fail me this time..

then i remembered time difference
ya..
i am 1 hour late =.=

sigh.
have to wait for another week agn.

自嘲

剛發現我會時不時地自嘲
真是個大笨蛋

301th

cant believe i have muscle ache just from skipping for 5 minutes..
(cos i felt unhealthy..even though i did push up and too lazy to go down to court for bball)
it ached every steps that i took..
feels old

feeling a bit empty..
not into my study mode yet.
which is bad.
have to get into it soon by this week
time is running out


hope I wont be seeing you anymore for this year.
guess it will still hurt

and i dont want that.