初恋

每个人都有个初恋

特别
是因为第一次尝试恋爱的滋味

甜蜜
是因为愿意付出把它变成美好

珍惜
是因为希望它也是唯一的恋爱


我的初恋就在十七岁

来的无声无响。。

也在我十八岁

离我远去。。默默地。


轻轻地走，正如它轻轻地来



过了多久

它还是会占着心里，记忆里的一处。

cleaning up

tear it down..
crumple it together..
shoot..
it down to the bin..

pour down the water..
scrub it..
off you go, black..
come back, white..
but it seems to get it totally clean after it was dirtied..

so just have to clean it as much as possible..

restrain..
determined..
disciplined..