Parts and pieces

Acting like a 'basketballer'
The rubbish flew but missed the 'hole'
it hit the bin's top instead.
And it dropped to the ground,
Became a litter.

Shouldnt we be waiting for a rebound.
The answer is no.
The basketballer-to-be aunty just carried on walking..

13 october 730 morning

Time to clean some teeth after 10 months 0 0
Stepped into the dental clinic..
The overly clean smell
And zzzzh zzzhh ..
the scary machine sound...
Since young, I always dread visiting the dentist.
Dentist=scary.
I guess it is due to my childhood experience with school dental aunty.
Painful..and accompanied with the sound..
It is alike a horror movie.

14 October 700 evening, hungry.
Ps I think I might not eat after that TT

- work -
have to do something
but do not know what i can do
i wanna go for lessons. upgrading .
1 ) excel data analytic lessons
2) excel vba

maybe i could research on the welding products
in the afternoon.
so that is one.

second, i need to discuss regarding the debts..

and third..is there a third point..
sigh.

22 October 1400 sighing

飞蛾扑火

阴沉沉的天空…
色上暗红红的
要下雨了吧

飞蚁
群群的
围着灯光飞着

有如
正在追寻光辉事物的
他，她，你，我

人常常对美好的事物
有着
向往
妒忌
奢望
占有
也有欣赏

谁不想
拥有一切美好的。

This is human nature.

Side track-
成语说
飞蛾扑火
现代版
飞蚁碰灯…笑

28 october 2015 800pm

感概

迷惘了

自己到底要什么的生活
在工作奋斗了一年，
还是迷惘了

又找不到方向盘
讨厌这样的自己
所以又决定出国

寻找自己吗

叹

我此时已经是比世界上的许多人
幸福很多
我有家
有三餐
安全的
生活

只是目标呢

好想真正的独立

有自己的房产

梦啊

寻找追寻

songforyou

shall start with "a song every week' routine

lets see what song to post this time round.
havent been listening to new songs for months.





如果有一天 我回到從前 回到最原始的我 你是否會覺得我不錯 如果有一天 我離你遙遠 不能再和你相約 你是否會發覺 我已經說再見 當你的眼睛 瞇著笑 當你喝可樂 當你吵 我想對你好 你從來不知道 想你 想你 也能成為嗜好 當你說今天的煩惱 當你說夜深 你睡不著 我想對你說 卻害怕都說錯 好喜歡你 知不知道 如果有一天 夢想都實現 回憶都成了永遠 你是否還會 記得今天 如果有一天 我們都發覺 ( 我們都要發覺 ) 原來什麼都可以 我們是否還會 停留在這裡 當你的眼睛 瞇著笑 當你喝可樂 當你吵 我想對你好 你從來不知道 想你 想你 也能成為嗜好 當你說今天的煩惱 當你說夜深 你睡不著 我想對你說 卻害怕都說錯 好喜歡你 知不知道 也許空虛 讓我想得太多 也許該回到被窩 夢裡會相遇 就毫不猶豫 大聲的說我要說 當你的眼睛 瞇著笑 當你喝可樂 當你吵 我想對你好 你從來不知道 想你 想你 也能成為嗜好 當你說今天的煩惱 當你說夜深 你睡不著 我想對你說 卻害怕都說錯 好喜歡你 知不知道 當你的眼睛 瞇著笑 當你喝可樂 當你吵 我想對你好 你從來不知道 想你 想你 也能成為嗜好

losing

it has been a long long time since i written something..

i guess i was lost..

lost in a deep hole that i cant crawl out

i lost my self discipline...i lost the drive to work towards my goal..

i lost myself to the devils of distraction..

what am i truly doing..

i lost myself at the end..

--
sigh is all i can do now

change is what i need to do now

--

lets restart the engine.