Sunday, November 29, 2015
song for you
车子里收音机空气中还飘着雨
在这个深夜里
你应该在他那里
有多久没再遇见你
房里没了你的气息
而我终于扔掉了你给我的
所有东西
我可以填满了生活里
每寸空隙
我知道不容易
但我仍试着继续
听说你比从前开心
我还能有怎样的情绪
除了祝福
我不想再多说一句
他很好
他多好
这些我并不想要知道
再难忘掉
多狂烈的拥抱
这回忆他怎么给的到
他多好
和我不同的好
最后是谁不重要
因为我知道
爱情不能做比较
我可以填满了生活里
每寸空隙
我知道不容易
但我仍试着继续
听说你比从前开心
我还能有怎样的情绪
除了祝福
我不想再多说一句
他很好
他多好
这些我并不想要知道
再难忘掉
多狂烈的拥抱
这回忆他怎么给的到
他多好
和我不同的好
最后是谁不重要
因为我不要
你拿他和我作比较
就算是
今天换一个人依靠
明天谁又比谁好
爱看不到听不到
怎么做比较
别再说他很好
他多好
这些我并不想要知道
再难忘掉
多狂烈的拥抱
这回忆他怎么给的到
他多好
和我不同的好
最后是谁不重要
因为我知道
爱情不能做比较
希望你知道
爱情不能作比较
Friday, November 27, 2015
喝了
边喝啤酒
边打字
是醉了吗
有点累
其实呢
高一的学期
我不是很能想起
也许因为
我和她正正开始是
在高二。
事情发生在哪一个时段。
不清楚了
因为那时的手机的存量少的可怜
每一次都要选哪些简讯给删掉。
删掉时心疼疼的。
但是在她离开后的几个月
电话坏了
一切都不见了
是老天要我忘了吗？
一切
把它当作一场梦吗？
一切
只是我的独角戏吗？
因为
我真的爱她吗？
我们太年轻了吗？
还是你只是在玩我。
玩着我的真心。
我真的醉了。。。
好累啊。
边打字
是醉了吗
有点累
其实呢
高一的学期
我不是很能想起
也许因为
我和她正正开始是
在高二。
事情发生在哪一个时段。
不清楚了
因为那时的手机的存量少的可怜
每一次都要选哪些简讯给删掉。
删掉时心疼疼的。
但是在她离开后的几个月
电话坏了
一切都不见了
是老天要我忘了吗？
一切
把它当作一场梦吗？
一切
只是我的独角戏吗？
因为
我真的爱她吗？
我们太年轻了吗？
还是你只是在玩我。
玩着我的真心。
我真的醉了。。。
好累啊。
我（们）的故事 - 梦幻的现实,
自言自语：
算一算，距离上一次写这回忆
又过了六个月
这是一年写三篇的节奏吗？
一年又快过了。
time really waits for no man..
时间像流沙一样从指尖流走。
不等你，也不等我。
真的是老了。笑。
来吧。回忆又将开启。..
四，
暧昧
女子之间
举止有时就不知不觉地暧昧起来。
我们也是如此。
当时的我。。
读书能力是不错的。
有一点学霸的样子。
但是我偏向数学与科学科目。
有时候，我们就会一起读书。
而我有时就当起老师，教她题目。
其实呢，
暧昧的一切是什么时候开始的？
我不知。
喜欢上她是什么时候的？
我不知。
就不知不觉
眼里只能看到她。
也许一切是因为游戏而开始吧。
当时正在玩一项online音乐游戏。
她也在玩呢。
当时有点男孩子气的我，选了男子的游戏角色。
因为不会选衣服..
忘了谁提起。
我们在游戏里当了伴侣了。
是在那开始的吗？
年轻不懂事。。
暧昧开始了
在高一时。
一天内
可以传好几个简讯呢。
她慢慢地走近我的心。
她开心，我也开心。
她伤心，我也跟着伤心。
情绪都跟着她的喜怒哀乐转变。
心再也不是自己的呢。
为了跟她在一起的时间多一点。
我偏了一个理由。
我说[想买报纸，所以买了后会走到下一个巴士站]
那个她上车的巴士站。
为了能和她一起等巴士。
傻吗？ 那时的我只想看到她。
然后呢，
就变成走到她的家楼下等她，
早晨6点40分离开家，走快的话也要10分钟出吧。
两个巴士站的距离。
边走边吃早餐。
然后我坐在凳子等她。
每个早上都很开心。
一切我都是心甘情愿的。
然后我们一起上学。
我有半个小时的时间与她一起。
我记得当她迟下来时。
我肚子就会痛。因为紧张。
好好学生怕迟到。笑。
那一道走向她家的路
我走了一年。
她楼下的那个凳子
我坐了一年。
在她离开后。。
我一点也不想再走那一条路。
因为很痛。
-待续
算一算，距离上一次写这回忆
又过了六个月
这是一年写三篇的节奏吗？
一年又快过了。
time really waits for no man..
时间像流沙一样从指尖流走。
不等你，也不等我。
真的是老了。笑。
来吧。回忆又将开启。..
四，
暧昧
女子之间
举止有时就不知不觉地暧昧起来。
我们也是如此。
当时的我。。
读书能力是不错的。
有一点学霸的样子。
但是我偏向数学与科学科目。
有时候，我们就会一起读书。
而我有时就当起老师，教她题目。
其实呢，
暧昧的一切是什么时候开始的？
我不知。
喜欢上她是什么时候的？
我不知。
就不知不觉
眼里只能看到她。
也许一切是因为游戏而开始吧。
当时正在玩一项online音乐游戏。
她也在玩呢。
当时有点男孩子气的我，选了男子的游戏角色。
因为不会选衣服..
忘了谁提起。
我们在游戏里当了伴侣了。
是在那开始的吗？
年轻不懂事。。
暧昧开始了
在高一时。
一天内
可以传好几个简讯呢。
她慢慢地走近我的心。
她开心，我也开心。
她伤心，我也跟着伤心。
情绪都跟着她的喜怒哀乐转变。
心再也不是自己的呢。
为了跟她在一起的时间多一点。
我偏了一个理由。
我说[想买报纸，所以买了后会走到下一个巴士站]
那个她上车的巴士站。
为了能和她一起等巴士。
傻吗？ 那时的我只想看到她。
然后呢，
就变成走到她的家楼下等她，
早晨6点40分离开家，走快的话也要10分钟出吧。
两个巴士站的距离。
边走边吃早餐。
然后我坐在凳子等她。
每个早上都很开心。
一切我都是心甘情愿的。
然后我们一起上学。
我有半个小时的时间与她一起。
我记得当她迟下来时。
我肚子就会痛。因为紧张。
好好学生怕迟到。笑。
那一道走向她家的路
我走了一年。
她楼下的那个凳子
我坐了一年。
在她离开后。。
我一点也不想再走那一条路。
因为很痛。
-待续
Sunday, November 22, 2015
songforyou
You ask me if I love you
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
And I choke on my reply
I'd rather hurt you honestly
Than mislead you with a lie
For who am I to judge you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you
In what you say or do
I'm only just beginning
To see the real you
[Chorus]
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
And sometimes when we touch
The honesty's too much
And I have to close my eyes
And hide
I want to hold you till I die
Till we both break down and cry
I want to hold you till the fear in me subsides
Romance and all its strategy
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize-fighter
Still trapped within my youth
Leaves me battling with my pride
But through the insecurity
Some tenderness survives
I'm just another writer
Still trapped within my truth
A hesitant prize-fighter
Still trapped within my youth
[Chorus]
At times I'd like to break you
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
And drive you to your knees
At times I'd like to break through
And hold you endlessly
At times I understand you
And I know how hard you try
I've watched while love commands you
And I've watched love pass you by
At times I think we're drifters
Still searching for a friend
A brother or a sister
But then the passion flares again
[Chorus]
Solo Seoul 1st week of Nov 2015
Flying off soon
First time in vietnam!
But..I am stepping into only the airport.
Have 4 hrs here.
And I realised vietnam is on different time zone..
One hour earlier than sg.
So I found a place for me to spend my 4 hours..
With 6 bucks on a hot chocolate.. TT
And I m abit sleeply nw
Only finished writing two chapters of jap vocab.
Hopefully I could sleep on the plane later:)
Cafe vietnam 2037 (vietnam time)
Third day in seoul!
First day on solo
So..i decided to start off with seoul forest park..
And I made a wrong turn along the way..i guess it is normal to lost your way on a travel and it is a foreign land with a language that I cant comprehend.
...
Feels like it is an execuse right.
But I think I made a right choice.
The autumn trees are beautiful
Quiet and peaceful
It is really a big big park
I walked a lot
Took photos along the way
The weather is great too.
And the park links to another park..
I realised I was hungry without bringing extra food along..
But I continued walking
Crossed the river..
Ppl were cycling.
How I wish I have my bike with me.
Actually I will end up at another park if I continued walking
But I was too hungry so I left the cycling path to the huyang uni ? Is it sth like that..
Had bad memories remembering all the places..
And after I ended up at myeongdong
Had my late late lunch
And I went off to namsan mountain
I forgot my knee guard so it hurted whem I climbed the stairs.
And I cant find the path up..
My sense of direction lost its powers:(
So I came down after that because I was too tired
But I went to a market nearby..
Wasnt really interesting
It has the tourist kind of stuff
The seaweed
Bags, shoes
The souvenir like chopsticks keychain.
Which I wasnt interested
So I went back eda
I think td I walked from 930 to 730.
Resting time is at most 1 hr 30 min
I think I always walk a lot when I am alone..haha.
Okay 1107 nw. Tired.
But music is still running..
Hopefully can enter lalaland in 30 mins.
3/11/2015 laying on the bed 23 08
Today is a chilling day.
Went to nami island.
It is a long long ride.
It is really beautiful here.
Especially in this autumn period
Good place to do some soul searching.
But it gets quite cold if you sit for awhile.
You will find yourself with a chilling cheeks.
My cheeks are going numb soon.
But I insist to finish jotting down my thoughts.
6th day in korea.
A very different country.
But my love for korea is still at this minimum point.
And time waits for no man.
I believe if there is anything I wamt to do I should do it while I am still in jy twenties.
Learning is the key point for self improvement.
How hard it might be.
Your body will adapt.
Just like my nose which cant bear the cold when I just stepped onto the korea land.
First step is to start doing it.
And persevere
A word that I learnt when I was young.
But I didnt manage to continue this habit in recent years.
My learning of Japanese
My learnng of guitar
Is lazy a good execuse.
It is definitely not.
Laziness crips in unknowingly
And I am not behaving like a yohng adult.
All I did was to indulge into the online readings.
That should be alright if I consume it once in awhile.
And not everyday everyhour everyminute when I am free from work.
Sigh.
My self discipline just vanish into thinair.
Have to get it back.
Okay. Got to go.
It is alittle late.
See you nami island.
6/11/2015 1505 nami island. Sitting on a bench by the river.
离地面三万五千英尺
回家的路上
独自旅行之二
即将结束了
独自一人旅行
自由自在
去看想看的
去拍想拍的
只有吃是个问号
对韩国餐不是很认识
好难决定啊
还好朋友也去那旅行
有了饭伙伴
在韩国有点难独自解决五脏庙
多数需要两个人或以上才能享用美味的饭
我觉得我的胃又变好了
天天上厕所没问题^^
是包菜吗
应该是因为比平常吃多了蔬菜
现在好想念我的床
一回家就冲凉，睡觉吧
明天要上班了！
08/11/2015 1917pm 累
First time leaving from terminal 3.
But I am abit sleepy nw.
Didnt have enough sleep last night when I m supposed to be.
Had weird dreams..but cant recall after I am awake.
Hope to get some sleep later so that I can stay awake at the airport for 4 plus hours.haha.
Good afternoon good night.
31 oct 2015 1541 at boarding gate b5
First time in vietnam!
But..I am stepping into only the airport.
Have 4 hrs here.
And I realised vietnam is on different time zone..
One hour earlier than sg.
So I found a place for me to spend my 4 hours..
With 6 bucks on a hot chocolate.. TT
And I m abit sleeply nw
Only finished writing two chapters of jap vocab.
Hopefully I could sleep on the plane later:)
Cafe vietnam 2037 (vietnam time)
Third day in seoul!
First day on solo
So..i decided to start off with seoul forest park..
And I made a wrong turn along the way..i guess it is normal to lost your way on a travel and it is a foreign land with a language that I cant comprehend.
...
Feels like it is an execuse right.
But I think I made a right choice.
The autumn trees are beautiful
Quiet and peaceful
It is really a big big park
I walked a lot
Took photos along the way
The weather is great too.
And the park links to another park..
I realised I was hungry without bringing extra food along..
But I continued walking
Crossed the river..
Ppl were cycling.
How I wish I have my bike with me.
Actually I will end up at another park if I continued walking
But I was too hungry so I left the cycling path to the huyang uni ? Is it sth like that..
Had bad memories remembering all the places..
And after I ended up at myeongdong
Had my late late lunch
And I went off to namsan mountain
I forgot my knee guard so it hurted whem I climbed the stairs.
And I cant find the path up..
My sense of direction lost its powers:(
So I came down after that because I was too tired
But I went to a market nearby..
Wasnt really interesting
It has the tourist kind of stuff
The seaweed
Bags, shoes
The souvenir like chopsticks keychain.
Which I wasnt interested
So I went back eda
I think td I walked from 930 to 730.
Resting time is at most 1 hr 30 min
I think I always walk a lot when I am alone..haha.
Okay 1107 nw. Tired.
But music is still running..
Hopefully can enter lalaland in 30 mins.
3/11/2015 laying on the bed 23 08
Time check.
1415
I made it ^^
Started abt 11..
Spent 3 hours to climb a 3.8km hike
Altitude 870m
Take-away
: I nd to exercise when I get back singapore.
Haze haze go away
Come again another day.
Haha.
One stamina is really bad.
I think I have stopped several times alone the way.
Legs too weak.
There are seriously many steps.
Really many many.
The last 400m..
I think I counted 200 steps and I lost count.
I guess that is half way.haha.
but the hike is great! Saigo!
And many ahjumas and are hiking!
I think my hiking experience pales against theirs.
They are really fit!
Healthy is the word
Nt sure if my knee can bring me to a hike when I am old.
Yolo! Haha.
Shall spend 10 mins here and off I go back to the buzzingly city
5th day is korea.
I think the hike adds some love to korea.
And a gave me this!
It is very nice!:D
Guess I have to get down soon. Here is getting colder.
Luckily I got my jacket!
Plug in~sometimes when we touch by olivia ong
5/11/2015 1425 sitting at the peak of bukhansan :) banzai
1415
I made it ^^
Started abt 11..
Spent 3 hours to climb a 3.8km hike
Altitude 870m
Take-away
: I nd to exercise when I get back singapore.
Haze haze go away
Come again another day.
Haha.
One stamina is really bad.
I think I have stopped several times alone the way.
Legs too weak.
There are seriously many steps.
Really many many.
The last 400m..
I think I counted 200 steps and I lost count.
I guess that is half way.haha.
but the hike is great! Saigo!
And many ahjumas and are hiking!
I think my hiking experience pales against theirs.
They are really fit!
Healthy is the word
Nt sure if my knee can bring me to a hike when I am old.
Yolo! Haha.
Shall spend 10 mins here and off I go back to the buzzingly city
5th day is korea.
I think the hike adds some love to korea.
And a gave me this!
It is very nice!:D
Guess I have to get down soon. Here is getting colder.
Luckily I got my jacket!
Plug in~sometimes when we touch by olivia ong
5/11/2015 1425 sitting at the peak of bukhansan :) banzai
Went to nami island.
It is a long long ride.
It is really beautiful here.
Especially in this autumn period
Good place to do some soul searching.
But it gets quite cold if you sit for awhile.
You will find yourself with a chilling cheeks.
My cheeks are going numb soon.
But I insist to finish jotting down my thoughts.
6th day in korea.
A very different country.
But my love for korea is still at this minimum point.
And time waits for no man.
I believe if there is anything I wamt to do I should do it while I am still in jy twenties.
Learning is the key point for self improvement.
How hard it might be.
Your body will adapt.
Just like my nose which cant bear the cold when I just stepped onto the korea land.
First step is to start doing it.
And persevere
A word that I learnt when I was young.
But I didnt manage to continue this habit in recent years.
My learning of Japanese
My learnng of guitar
Is lazy a good execuse.
It is definitely not.
Laziness crips in unknowingly
And I am not behaving like a yohng adult.
All I did was to indulge into the online readings.
That should be alright if I consume it once in awhile.
And not everyday everyhour everyminute when I am free from work.
Sigh.
My self discipline just vanish into thinair.
Have to get it back.
Okay. Got to go.
It is alittle late.
See you nami island.
6/11/2015 1505 nami island. Sitting on a bench by the river.
离地面三万五千英尺
回家的路上
独自旅行之二
即将结束了
独自一人旅行
自由自在
去看想看的
去拍想拍的
只有吃是个问号
对韩国餐不是很认识
好难决定啊
还好朋友也去那旅行
有了饭伙伴
在韩国有点难独自解决五脏庙
多数需要两个人或以上才能享用美味的饭
我觉得我的胃又变好了
天天上厕所没问题^^
是包菜吗
应该是因为比平常吃多了蔬菜
现在好想念我的床
一回家就冲凉，睡觉吧
明天要上班了！
08/11/2015 1917pm 累
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