Lost item

Can't believe I dropped my ear piece charger case on the bus.

Hopefully some kind soul would find it and return to the lost and found area. But what are the chances. 

Maybe I could get a new ear piece or a case replacement if it's not too expensive. 

Anxiety

Just knew this's coming since months ago.

Wondering why is it somebody else who have to pay for one's bad habits.

Recently, my mum was diagnosed with stroke, with high cholesterol. I have been telling her to cut down on unhealthy food but she doesn't heed any advice from us. Thinking she's very healthy from eating junk food. Also, she doesn't listen to us to go for knee operation until things get too bad. All these are really frustrating. Can't I have a better Mum..

Furthermore, she is a very difficult person to handle - always throwing temper around as if she's in the queen. She just can't speak normally. Always complaining about things. I must be blessed with a good Dad. Or I must say the most fortunate thing that she did was married to my Dad. It's a torture to be with this kind of person the whole time and now my dad is the primary care giver. I don't see her trying to change even now..I guess there's not much hope for her to recover.

Also, she's not very well covered by insurance - so we are now rushing to get her and my dad health insurance as much as possible - within our budget. Glad that I have 2 other siblings who are willing to share the costs.

I think I will be single for my life - so getting myself sufficiently insured is the next big thing to do as well.

All these are making me quite anxious these days. I guess work and lack of career progression are also adding to it. Life sure sucks. Makes me wonder what's the point of living some times and much often recently. 

I guess I need think of ways to reduce my anxiety. 

(1) Getting parents insured - almost done. Transferring my mum to public hosp - not done

(2) Getting myself insured - progressing 

(3) My career plan - not done; This includes planning on self-improvement and my next 5 years plan.

(4) Budget Plan - not done. Plan for self-sufficiency for future.

Feels like I have a lot of things to do. Sigh. Life is definitely unfair.