一睁眼..心情就坏到透顶

i have been having this feeling from the first day i start working..no more motivation to get up..
but i still managed to drag myself out of bed,out of hse, into train and finally to work...
she smsed me which surprised me..but i know she wont reply back after that..
trying to make myself stop thinking..but it is futile..
saw the photo in my wallet...feels hurt agn...i cant escape from reality..
i just need answers...and not answers that are derived...

hope that she pass her driving tmr...get yr license k!