以前还以为睡觉能让我忘掉一切的不好
但我错了
梦只是让我暂时停止我的痛...

once i open my eyes..pain returns as soon as i realised i have returned to reality..
i dunno how i reached the train station...how i board the bus...how did i walk to the office building..how i got onto the lift and finally into office..eyes were just swollen..

went to lib to do some maths..while holding some hope that i probably can see her..but it seems fate did not allow me to...driving...

prepared many things to tell her but it seems that i dont have the chance...
dunno why now i will feel a slight fear whenever i thought i will be meeting her..
probably is the fear of getting hurt

wish for td: hope she is happy everyday..have plenty of rest..