emotionally unstable for 76 days.. and it continues..

went to walk ard td.hoping that maybe i will feel better..but it didnt..wanted to wait for her but decided not to with my battery died on me and being unsure if she will be happy to see me.i doubt she will be.even though the past her may..
after walking ard tiong bahru, i went to lot one.it just brings back memories.the once or twice of waiting for her in lib.those days were happy and simple.it was all i want.really.
then i saw her friend at the busstop..but dont think she know me.
and went home on the bus that i took for two years.again, i wish to return to past...becos things has changed?i wonder...

hope her interview was good..