first time i talked to someone things abt me and her

after talking maybe i feel better?

i finally know the reason to why i m moody every morning
perhaps it is because of the dream i had everyday.every night i dreamt that things had went back how it was like a year ago..
but when i opened my eyes..i realised it was fake..everything was just a dream..
i was devastated..

it seems like things cant go back to how it was like before..
but i dont want it to be this way..

why things have changed...and i still remain the same..maybe that is why it is hurting me only..

N3L-wts