今天在回家的巴士上, 旁边坐着一个阿公抱着他的孙子.
那小孩子很可爱,时不时地发出娃娃声,'啊啊啊'。
但是谁能听得懂。看着那两三岁，天真无瑕的小孩，我不禁地想'当个小孩真好'.
也对，他们什么都不懂.
我也好想回到什么也不懂的时候，不懂爱是什么，不懂那个永远都不会好的痛，不懂想念一个把你忘掉的人的痛苦，不懂什么是绝望，不懂要怎么擦爱能忘掉一切..

小孩的好处是健忘； 刚刚还在哭 但一会儿你就会看到他在笑了,多好。
我只能羡慕。


Walking home from the bus stop..seeing lightning just appearing in front of me.. i thought of her..
[ BONG! 她说：‘啊!有闪电!!' 我说:'...是打雷..' 她那时还真可爱..但她从此只能出现在我心里了 ]
nowadays i like to walk home without wearing my spectacles...because i thought probably her face that kept appearing in my mind will become as blur as the environment around me...perhaps i m wrong..自欺欺人 ..

now i have to organise her bday..probably this will be my last time organising and celebrating her bday..next year..her new friends will be the one..i will be no longer needed..which i really understand now..and trying to accept it..this painful fact..

the angel who devil loves has gone..