now my work seems painful..
typing the dates which are all last year dates makes it worse..
making me remember things that happened last year..
beautiful memories..yet has became painful to me..
it makes me see the changes..which i thought will not happen after i had told her my feelings..
at first i thought probably keeping quiet and let it end when school end too..
but it seems i cant so i told her..
things went well..it was a time that i never feel so happy before..
but now she told me i was only a close friend..which made me wonder if my memories are distorted and who was the sender of those messages..
those messages that became painful to me as well..

april seems to mark the start as well the end...
do u really forget..?