have..

You know what..
i think i m back to square one..
i still cant move on..

saw that she going to camp..maybe when i ask it will be the wrong time..
but i will have to ask before 6 aug..
i want everything done before 6..
i need
and i HAVE to..
that what yx said..

this is the first time that i realised that 'have' is a strong word..

u know..i began to think back again..things were once so happy and nice for me..
but now i have no idea what is dream and reality..

confused..

the person that once gave me happiness..now gave me pain..
ironic as it sounds..

i will never want to see her again..
never..