不是别人 就是我们 从陌生人变情人
关于爱我总无奈 是你让我有天份
你的动人 变成相认 我曾有点不婉转
你却提醒我存在 明白痛的可能
就这样 逼我勇敢
因为你走了 我走不开

我的爱 没有写日期
就算只是朋友的距离
把我全部的爱留给你
就在你说分手之后
我知道已经来不及
我也不会去说明
把我全部的爱留给你
就在你说分手之后 说分手之后


youxiangnile..

난 아주 아주 아주 많이 좋아 아주 정말이야

不知道为什么这几天那么想她
念着她
但每一次心也同时变得好凉..好冷

这几天也不刻意不小心地想到一些回忆
好像是昨天才发生的
但事实，已经过了一年了..

一想到她的狠心..我眼泪又好像关不了的水龙头.. 流了
看到她去年送我的礼物有着 ‘最了解chloe的主人' 我的心抽了一下..
也对我真的是了解她
只是现在我了解的人不见了
对吧

那个很关心我很体谅我很鼓励我 的人 不存在了

这句话我已经对自己 说过百遍千遍 但没用..
我依然很想她
很想我的她

如果她能回来 我什么也愿意做
真的

雷电交叉的一天
driving seems smooth-sailing today..
managed to pass 2 parts..
finally;duh

met yx on bus.zhenyouyuan.haha
and i went to lib to study..

it seems a bad idea..memories came again..which is painful
walking back home is yet another bad idea..

i felt very sad and terrible again..even after 9 months..i still cant forget..
i think i will stay forever with me ..
i even wished that i could at least see her in my dream..the one who belongs to me..
but will it come true?

i doubt so..
i still wondered how can she forget everything totally..
unless everything was fake which i refused to believe.

;sigh..better not think again..
bizi suan le..
continue with my research!
yup,gn again!

2 days have passed for the 4th week..
things begin to feel abit crazy now..
projects,textbooks,tutorials,class participation..
cca..

i missed jc and secondary schoool.
i think i was really naive when i was in sec school.
the only thing i cared was to play ball..or maybe study?

but now..i think this year i have learnt too much..
terrible year?
emotional stability has been bad for more than 6 months..
i was just in self-denial..

i kept wondering how can i forget..
how can i go back..
but there will never be an answer..

now it's late!sleepy~gn!

你笑我笨 我承认
对爱我没天分
但你应该知道我会为你奋不顾身
也许我不象别的男人 那么聪明沉稳
但你应该明白我的真心有几分
请别再隐藏你的渴望 地久天长
有人整夜为你无休默默陪在你身旁
无论走到什么地方 受多大的伤
有个人愿意为你分担
让我陪你吃苦
让我给你幸福
让我为你全心全意打造一个爱的国度
让我陪你吃苦
让我给你幸福
让我的爱变成你的全部
你笑我笨 我承认
不懂取悦女人
但我会小心翼翼珍惜你的青春
虽然追求你的人个个老练沉稳
但我追求你的决心不会少几分
让我给你幸福
请别再隐藏你的渴望 地久天长
有人整夜为你无休默默陪在你身旁
无论走到什么地方 受多大的伤

nibuzaile..

feel like sketching something..maybe will do that after i finished studying..
okay!books here i come!

dear's fav drink..

no idea why this drink is so bitter when i drank it..
it is the bitterest among those that i have drank with her..

because she is not beside me now?
she seems to be everywhere..
but the fact is..she has been long gone..

k.gt to sleep soon..gn!

pic of my supper..koi and old chang kee..
but i cant eat it..

block suppper td!!!
BUT
i cant eatthem!!!;[;[;[
flu plus sore throat plus cough!
WONDERFUL!!

koi..plus old chang kee...

hope i will be better tmr..
got buffet!!

loves badminton!
muay thai is quie fun but scary..
punchpunch!!

a good way to release my anger and stress..haha.
shall sleep soon..
flu~

i think i m too used to giving you a song every week..
even though it is just a simple song..but it used to bring me happiness that i never knew..
until when i realised u sent it with no meaning anymore..
and that was when i realised you have started to disappear..
anw..
here is your song:

想起她
还在等她说的那句话
忽然发现青春有白发
等待像微笑蒙那丽莎
看着她
像开在悬崖边那朵花
回忆在一步之间挣扎
爱情让人忘了害怕
不知吹到何年何月那阵风
不知忍到何年何月那种痛
在我眼中
春夏秋冬在那一刻已变成了永恒
荒芜的心不要别人懂
她是我不想醒来的梦
Anita ~

把妳的不開心都給我吧，以後妳就不會不開心了

以前我是这么想的..你难过我会陪你难过，你快乐我也跟着快乐

自己的喜怒哀乐都被你控制了

一直想看的开心的你.. 因为笑容真的很适合你

但我知道我永远也看不到了

我的你已走了..你忘了彼此的诺言

这就是残酷的事实

但如今我仍然希望能..

能把妳的不開心都給我-那妳就不會不開心了..虽然我看不到..

不知道你过得怎样，但我知道一定有他人照顾你的


路人甲的我 （你的）
最重要的你 （我的）

我会把你藏在我心里.. 永远..

listening to her song- those songs that she once listened..
bet that she dont have all these songs..
these songs seems to be a part of her..a part of my memories when i was with her..

and i just know i am missing her again..

hate the word again..

nvm,shall return reading my textbooks.
textbooks are really expensive!!

abt ten times more than those pri school textbooks..
;sigh
university is really about money..
and scholarship is so near yet so far..

result allows me to apply but i just cant get it..
cos my interview sucks..
nvm,i shall dont think too much!
study!!

sch started!
third day in hall!
and the fan is really powerful!!
cold man~

lectures are alright
but biz law is quite hard..
quite confusing!

i really miss jc;[

miss my class even though i can count the number of outings that i went with my fingers..
i regret donyanoe..

regret spending 80 to 90 percent of my time with somebody and yet she is gone..
silly right..definitely super silly
supreme man!

ok i m hungry now..
and i need work harder!
earn some pocket money..

in hall now..
did i make some friends?
no idea..

and i think i screwed up my interview agn
if i can get it..it will be a miracle..
but i dont believe miracle anymore..
the day when she left me..

everything are just lies..

and dunno why i m missing her badly now..
i want to get over her..but i still cant..

everything just makes me to think abt her..
kill me man.

sch is starting!
i miss my yog work!
even though it is a housekeeping job.but i think it is fun:)
my group ppl are all quite nice!
aunties are friendly!still have ppl from ntu!
they are funny and nice people too!
so did i make some new friends?no idea..haha

thanks to this yog job..i can made myself very tired..too tired to think anything else..
things that i should not be thinking anymore..
at least i cried lesser..
but i rmb crying non stop on 8/9 aug..
it was a terrible night..
but everything is gone..over..

new beginning?

i was given a second chance on next tue..
everything will change again depends on my ability and luck?

i know i was very lucky since secondary school..and jc..
but for the past 8 months..things were not smooth for me..
i was silly..
being devastated by someone who used me..
spending so much time..or should i call it wasting so much time..
and i only know the truth recently..

i now preparing to put everything behind me..
even though i will miss her everyday..and she wont..
i know she is gone..i wont hold any hope like i used to..

gambatte man!
i need to
i have to