Wednesday, September 1, 2010

sch is starting!
i miss my yog work!
even though it is a housekeeping job.but i think it is fun:)
my group ppl are all quite nice!
aunties are friendly!still have ppl from ntu!
they are funny and nice people too!
so did i make some new friends?no idea..haha

thanks to this yog job..i can made myself very tired..too tired to think anything else..
things that i should not be thinking anymore..
at least i cried lesser..
but i rmb crying non stop on 8/9 aug..
it was a terrible night..
but everything is gone..over..

new beginning?

i was given a second chance on next tue..
everything will change again depends on my ability and luck?

i know i was very lucky since secondary school..and jc..
but for the past 8 months..things were not smooth for me..
i was silly..
being devastated by someone who used me..
spending so much time..or should i call it wasting so much time..
and i only know the truth recently..

i now preparing to put everything behind me..
even though i will miss her everyday..and she wont..
i know she is gone..i wont hold any hope like i used to..

gambatte man!
i need to
i have to

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