uni life has passed for 4 weeks?
time passed super fast..
no time to rest..
no time to slack..
no time to do things i want..
but i still have time to miss you..
ironic..

just had my first presentation in uni..
did i do well?
to be frank..i have no idea..
just feeling tired..especially when you are not ard anymore..
motivation just not there..
just made me feel worthless without you..
i was definitely too dependent on you..

but you?
i guess i was never on your mind for even once..ha..
so pathetic

i thought as time goes by..memories will fade
but i was wrong..
this does not apply to me..
memories of your words kept coming back..days when we were in china..when i pb you..when you laid on my shoulders..my lap..
when your smile was just for me..
when we studied tgt..
when you were mad at me..
when my emotions were affected by yours
when my eyes had only you..
when..

what can i do?
how can i forget everything like you did?
how??!
HOW?!
i feel like giving up..
my life is really messed up now..

what can i do?