2 hours more to 2011..
this year seems to pass so fast..
without you..

this year was a year that was painful..
experienced something that can hurt me even now..
can i forget it?and start fresh with the new year coming?

when i thought of this,my heart sank..
cos it is hardly possible even though how much i convinced myself that i have to do it and i can do it..
is it because my mental strength was too weak?or did i not put enough effort to forget?

i noe the answer..
it is totally hard to forget
even though i knew the reality..she is gone..forever..and..ever..
n how much i wish she will be back even just for one month,one day, one hour or one minute..
it just impossible..

i dont know how things happened between us..i dont know you..i dont know myself..
i dont know how those two years were spent..

all was just a dream..

okay, a new year..maybe i should really try..
try to..forget you..
try to..erase..every part of you from my memories..
every part..
so i can return to my original position..

anyway
an advance HAPPY NEW YEAR!