nutella

when was the first time that i try eating nutella?
it was you
you who made that nutella spread with bread for me.
first time trying nutella which you always mentioned how nice it was
first time someone other than my parents prepared my breakfast.

it was perhaps the sweetest bread that i had eaten.

i think it is because you had added a special ingredient : 'aixin'
aixin is something a naked eye cannot see but you can feel.quoted from you

normally i can finish a bread within few mouths
but at that time, i rmb eating it slowly..very slowly..it was the sense of happiness..

now i wonder..
did you ever like me..
why you did so many things for me yet you can be cruel..you left me unknowingly..hurting me with words,with actions..
it was painful..

now..
whenever i had nutella spread with bread..
i thought of you..
the one who first made my bread with nutella..
and yet none of the bread was as sweet as the first time i ate it.