i realised i hate going to places that full of memories of her
perhaps it isn't hate..it just that..
it will always remind me that she is not by my side anymore
it's painful..
i can feel my heart sank every time when my memories came flowing back..

i rmb that 2 years ago, after studying in the lib, we went to have dinner.
we ordered curry chicken with bread ( my parents ordered that today..)
if i hadn't rmb wrongly, she just came back from malaysia..
and we ordered another bowl of food.

she said that i had grew thinner while measuring the size of my arms with her hands.
and told me that i hadn't take good care of myself when she was away..haha.that was a cute side of her..
and she 'forced' me to eat more!

she is someone who afraid of eating spicy food..but i don't know why she love zinger burger so much(does she still like zinger?i think i haven't touch zinger since i last ate it with her)
but surprisingly,she managed to eat some of the curry chicken
and i rmb that the curry chicken was quite spicy
at the end,i was given no choice but to finish it..haha
at then..it was simple yet filled with happiness..
something i won't be able to feel again..i guess

these few days, some memories will just come across my mind..
i wonder..if the person that i miss, will she ever miss me for even once?