虽然睁开了眼睛
但好想回到梦境

因为她
梦到失去记忆的她 或则可以说是回到四五六岁的她在十八十九岁的身体
但奇怪的是她记得我

她是那时的她

我只记得四段

全是天真无暇的她

也许是因为我想看到那样的她

但我还是知道

这 不过是一场梦

morning and tea

waking up today before 6 30 am was my first time since a year ago.
of course i did not have the motivation to wake up which was something that i once had.

walking+running in the morning is definitely tiring.
seeing many kids playing around, jealousy of their youth was what i had in mind.
i think most grownups will think of going back to days when they were young. the opposite is the same.and i wasn't the exception.

time passes fast..just too fast..
gripping hold of the past is very tiring too..
mentally, physically, emotionally

went to bed immediately after shower
i was too tired
had macs breakfast for lunch
sounds quite ironic

preparing my own tea- 2 packets of sugar and 2 packets of powdered milk+stirring
but i used to prepare two Styrofoam cups of tea in the past
because she always failed to dissolve her sugar fully and the tea of course doesn't taste that nice and in fact became very sweet at the end.

a slight smile when i remembered
but heart sank as well

doing work yet able to steal a glimpse of her from time to time, was a simple happiness that i yearned and hoped to protect.
but i failed terribly.

i lost the fight to "work"
i guess

or all this while i was not even considered

okay back to work.
loads of work.
and i slacked too much yesterday.
this is very bad

第二次真的梦见你

一睁眼，我便意识我梦见你了
碎碎片片的梦境
随时出现变化的梦境
你不知不觉地出现
那个爱我的你

一切就像回到过去
突然你母亲大人出现
打乱一切的一切
我在梦里也失去你了

一切又回到现实了。


梦

very tired.

thanks for talking to me yesterday

it made me really happy

it seems that you are back

but i wont think any more further

i have to face the reality



but you really still have the 'influences'..
i bet u didn't know

this game is fun.
but we spent over 30 dollars on it..
dont know how..but we just kept playing

触景伤情

你以前也帮过我剪头发

你记得吗

心好闷


怎么办

you


can make me smile so easily


why..


-asking dont always give u an answer

Beautiful Ft. Kardinal Offishall & Colby O'donis lyrics

(Akon)
When I see you,
I run out of words … to say (aaah)
I wouldn’t
leave you,
cause your that type of girl
to make me stay

I see the guys tryna’ holla,
girl
I don’t want to bother you,

Cuz your independent and you got my attention

And I’ll be your baby father
Girl I
just want to show you
that I love what you are doing hunn

I see you in the club, you gettin’ down girl
I wanna get with you (you) yeaahh
yeah
I see you in the club, you showin’ thugs love
That wanna get with you (you)

You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful

Said your so beautiful

So damn beautiful

You’re so beautiful

You're so beautiful x3
You're so beautiful x3
You're so beautiful

(Colby O’Donis)

Like the clouds you, drift me away, far away
(far away)
Yeah

And like the sun you, brighten my day,
You brighten my day yeah
I never wanna see you cry cry cry

And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie

Said I never wanna see you cry cry cry

And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie

(Akon)
I see you in the club, you gettin’ down girl
I wanna get with you
(you) yeah
I see you in the club, you showin’ thugs love
I wanna get
with you (you)

You’re so beautiful

So damn beautiful

Said your so beautiful (so beautiful)

So damn beautiful

You’re so beautiful
(3x)

You’re so beautiful
 3x)
You’re so beautiful

(Kardinal Offishall)

Sure!
Kardinal told you

Why the sky blue yellow this fella aint that mellow if it aint about you (you)
(From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/a/akon-lyrics/beautiful-ft.-kardinal-offishall-&-colby-o_donis-lyrics.html)

Hourglass shake, make the place go whoo

Waste line makes my soldier salute
Ima Brooke,
Hide from ya high heel game

High heels push up ya ass last name
And you livin' in the fast lane eyes like and angel
Goddess watch my girl and now she address
Spotless atlas bad to the bone make me wanna go put
me in the triple x zone
Lames don’t know how to talk to you
So let me
walk with you, hold my hand
Ima spend them grands when after you
undress
Not like a hooker but more like a princess queen
Impress
president pull any way ya gonna love cos you’re beautiful, okay?

(Akon)
I see you in the club, you gettin’ down girl
I wanna get with you
(you) uuuh yeah
I see you in the club (ooh) you showin’ thugs love
I
wanna get with you (you)

You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said your so beautiful (so
beautiful)
So damn beautiful
You’re so beautiful
Beautiful (3x)
You’re so
beautiful
Beautiful (3x)
You’re so beautiful

Where’d you come from, you’re outta’ this world, to me (aah)
You’re a
symbol of what a beautiful woman should be (oh wee)
I never wanna
see you cry cry cry (don’t cry)
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie
Said I
never wanna see you cry cry cry
And I never wanna tell a lie lie lie

I see you in the club, you gettin’ down girl
I wanna get with you (you)
yeah
I see you in the club, you showin’ thugs love
I wanna get with you
(you)

You’re so beautiful
So damn beautiful
Said your so beautiful (so
beautiful)
So damn beautiful
You’re so beautiful

why do u pop up and then leave as and when you like.

好久不见你还好嘛
你的小狗长大了吗
我的围巾还围着吗
我的相片都丢了吧
我剪不到后面头发
这个借口还不错罢
一把剪刀一堆废话
还不是想求求你回来吧
＊是我不好
我没有紧紧抱住你
你说泪流着 很危险
如果等你一起 流下不让同情发现
对天空这颗那颗流行
大喊后会不会有奇迹
就算做朋友也没关系
为你改变了自己
该不认识自己
不是我保持了自信
只是我拿出真心
开业不用这个那个香槟
去我的MRJ餐厅
点蜡烛顺便吃个甜品
细数你大肆不联络的韵律
冷战早已不流行
赶快回来到我身边＊
Repeat＊

Artist:Cascada (Natalie Horler)
Song: Truly, Madly, Deeply

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need.
I love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply, do..

I will be strong
I will be faithful
Because I am counting on a new beginning
A reason for living
A deeper meaning yeah

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

And when the stars are shining brightly in the velvet sky
I'll make a wish send it to heaven
That'll make you wanna cry
The tears of joy for all the pleasure and the certainty
That we're surrounded by the comfort and protection
Of the highest power and lonely hours
The tears divide you

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

Oh, can't you see it baby?
Don't have to close your eyes
'cause it's standing right before you
All that you need will surely come

I'll be your dream
I'll be your wish
I'll be your fantasy
I'll be your hope
I'll be your love
Be everything that you need
I love you more with every breath
Truly, madly, deeply, do..

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I wanna lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me

(I wanna stand with you on a mountain
I wanna bathe with you in the sea
I want to lay like this forever
Until the sky falls down on me)

I wanna stand with you on a mountain

There was once a little boy who enjoyed reading(while walking).he was reading one of his encyclopedia,The discovery of the fascinating heavy Blackhole volume 11 of 33 when he accidentally knocked into sth.the sth shrieked and chad dropped his beloved book.he picked it up,dusted it,muttered a sorry and was about to continue his way to his own established ChadSTAR Academy Advanced Research Centre when the sth he banged into stopped him and said,u spilt my mushroom soup!WailWail!gimme another bowl!


written by her.

人群里面那个我把幸福遗落
那曾经走过的路口我停了你却走
我想捂住我的耳朵听不见你说
爱就在此刻松手分手放手
我猜不透不猜透
和你背对背的走
原来怪我没有
没有爱情的天分你才要走
我想要学会自我催眠
痛觉会少一些
潜意识作祟想着想到失眠
我躺在没有你的房间
寂寞更加明显
我渐渐的自我催眠
却回不到从前
等着红灯那个我还会向前走
也许那幸福的执着在下一个路口
专属铃声我还留着却静静沉默
在我们之间爱了放了散了
我会不说不想说
怕说了也没有用
现在我的幽默
只是掩饰着心痛我的难过
聪明再多一些
我走在没有你的世界
却走不到永远
慢慢闭上双眼

guess the song.

suddenly
feel lonely without u