花儿走了

蝴蝶也无需留下来了

蝴蝶从此只不停地飞

不在任何一朵花停飞

我选择了离开...
不是因为我不够爱你 而是我太过爱你了
爱到看不到我自己 也看不到我的伤痛了...

wasnt alright when i thought i was

i played
i laughed
i talked
i took pictures

i thought i felt alright even though there was a urge to move away from her
far far away
and at the same time, i wanted to get closer to her like we were before

no it was not,
it was not alright after all,
not at all,
i dont know why
but i am not feeling good now
my eyes cant leave her.

it still hurts.why.

i was nothing to her
just a person that she used to need to teach her..perhaps even though i wished so hard that this is false..

but facts tell their stories..
even though how much i tried to run away..
it just follows me.

in the bus,my eyes were trying to catch her.even though men and women - passengers blocked my view from time to time,
i m still not cured.

baka me.

feeling very bothered now..and for the past few days..

what should i do?
or what can i do?

i really don't know what to do..

i hate it

for a split second i wish i can fall asleep and not wake up till fri

no mood to study..
the thought of meeting you this Thursday troubled me alot..

i don't wish to see someone that i thought i knew her but in fact i don't
it hurts
still..
someone who forgets everything
someone who made me terribly sad,devastated for months

yubei i dreamt of you..
happy..i was..until i realised
it was the devil

even though
the night before
i dreamt of the old you just a few seconds,
when i was trying hard to fall asleep

i was contented.

baka me..

your song

我关上门
结束一天的旅程
眼前出现的不是屋顶的灯
总是被你的画面
占据我所有视线
一直到我深深入眠

翻开日记
上面第一页是你
走在夕阳下说梦想的表情

看你灿烂的侧脸
心理坚定的誓言
要守护你到永远

朋友总给我一堆理由
要我别再为你难过
他们只是不懂我太多
爱上你的理由
其实我一直默默在你的身后
每天深夜都会数着星星找你的星座
担心你脆弱 怕你受挫
忘了自己的痛
从很久以前到以后
总坚持爱你没错
其实看着你开心就能足够
也许我还少了一点勇气把爱说出口
只要你会懂 会发现我
我只是你的朋友
这些年我一直站在爱你的路口

翻开日记
上面第一页是你
走在夕阳下说爱我的表情
看你逞强的笑脸
心理坚定的誓言
要守护你到永远

朋友总给我一堆理由
要我别再为你难过
他们只是不懂我太多
爱上你的理由

其实我一直默默在你的身后
每天深夜都会数着星星找你的星座
担心你脆弱 怕你受挫
忘了自己的痛
从很久以前到以后
都坚持爱你没错
其实看你开心就能足够
也许我还少了一点勇气把爱说出口
只要你会懂 会发现我
我只是你的朋友
这些年我一直站在 爱你的路口
这些年我一直站在
爱你的路口

Hate getting sick..
I feel so weak now..
But what can i do

You are nt here
Can't talk..

Flu please go away from me

i want to buy k-on blue ray!!!!!

Muscle ache

the moment that i knew that i was awake,

i recognised that my whole body was in ache..muscle ache..
that's the evidence of being old and rusty..haha.
can hardly move around with the pain..
lying on the bed for about half and hour
i finally managed to get myself out of the bed..into the living room and into the bathroom..

every movement that i made..hurt!
but aching does make feels abit younger..
once upon time i tend to get ache from time to time due to trainings..
and also ache that were more painful which cant even walk down the stairs.haha

but now i hardly get it anymore..
i just miss training loads too..

and getting back school seems nostalgic again..
it seems to be the first few times that i was in school without you.
even though how much i will want to have alook of you..
i wont..
i will not be going on 28..
i will not..

have fun in korea:) stay safe k.and drink loads of water.

Your song

曲目∶Missing You
歌手∶范逸臣
作词:林乔
作曲:金大洲


以后都不要再联络 听你说的很简单
黑暗中静静搂紧自己 孤单有谁明白
难过懒的再去管 泪要不要流下来
我也只好默默啃蚀寂寞 留着痛灌溉
Missing You 抛去爱 渐渐模糊的期待
难道我就这样痛撤心扉 是自己活该
Missing You 我无奈 难道是为了彼此伤害
好成为扮演愉快的天才
看照片散落在一床 我在回忆中哭喊
若是自导自演的闹剧 为何美好曾拥怀
就当作分手是因为 我们在爱中看开
如果留不住 我就只有孤独来陪伴
Missing You 我坦白 突然背叛的未来
那个时间转角 你就不再留意我存在
Missing You Every Night 连星海也嘲笑我活该
我还有什么资格放不开
陌生的人海 去哪里找爱
只有看不清等待
谁愿收留 我的期待快来

song for you

天空 下起雨了
他撑的伞在你身边陪着
可是我不快乐
因为看见他脸上的笑是很勉强的
我很想爱他
但是眼睛在说谎
隐瞒比较容易吧
免得感情变得复杂
我很想爱他
但是理智在吵架
退出可以解围吗
谁能给我一个好的回答
爱情是模糊的
可怜的是
没有勇气选择
如果 再舍不得
这样下去
我们每个人都是受害者
当爱情陷在危险边缘
是否都会伤痕累累
是否都会苦不堪言
爱情就会我们都放不下

time machine

sometimes i wish that i have a time machine.

时光机 - 周杰伦

墙角迎风的雏菊.
茉莉花开的香气.
闭上眼回到过去.
划分界限的座椅.
下课就靠在一起.
我就是离不开你.
一路争吵的话题.
我们说好走到底.
因为从此就分离.
用黑板上的日期.
倒数找你.
慢慢清醒.
原来思念你是加了糖的消息
我用铅笔.
画得更仔细素描那天天气
想你的香气.我想遇见你
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
我可以一路开心到底都不换季.
带竹蜻蜓.穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行.
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
给我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉.
所有回忆.在夏天的口袋里.
一起荡秋千的梦境.
在风中找寻着甜蜜

有些话从来不急.
一直都放在心底.
想要叫你看仔细.
而单纯世故的你.
已经离去.
哦.慢慢清醒
原来思念你是加了糖的消息.
我用铅笔.
画得更仔细素描那天天气
想你的香气.我想遇见你
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
我可以一路开心到底都不换季.
带竹蜻蜓.穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行.
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
给我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉.
所有回忆.在夏天的口袋里
一起荡秋千的梦境.
在风中找寻着甜蜜

那童年的希望是一台时光机.
我可以一路开心到底都不换季.
带竹蜻蜓.穿过那森林
打开了任意门找到你一起旅行.
那童年的希望是一台时光机.
给我放伯伯的糖糖你味道熟悉.
所有回忆.在夏天的口袋里
一起荡秋千的梦境.
在风中找寻着甜蜜
哦.在找寻着甜蜜~
哦.在找寻着甜蜜~
哦.在找寻着甜蜜~