Friday, July 29, 2011

wasnt alright when i thought i was

i played
i laughed
i talked
i took pictures

i thought i felt alright even though there was a urge to move away from her
far far away
and at the same time, i wanted to get closer to her like we were before

no it was not,
it was not alright after all,
not at all,
i dont know why
but i am not feeling good now
my eyes cant leave her.

it still hurts.why.

i was nothing to her
just a person that she used to need to teach her..perhaps even though i wished so hard that this is false..

but facts tell their stories..
even though how much i tried to run away..
it just follows me.

in the bus,my eyes were trying to catch her.even though men and women - passengers blocked my view from time to time,
i m still not cured.

baka me.

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