brave?

i m sorry..
you had put me in such circumstances that i had no choice but faced the bottle of shieldtox at you.
pressing it for a few seconds..
my finger finally released the button which indirectly took your life..
droplets of shieldtox dripped from the refrigerator's wire..
i pressed too much i guess
seeing the struggle..fear gripped me..accompanied by a sense of guilt
as time ticked by..bits and pieces of life escaped as well..
and finally..the half folded A4 size rough paper and foolscape paper took the place as a coffin..
closing my eyes slightly..the papers finally grabbed hold of the lifeless body..
with care, i made my way to the dustbin
and slowly, i left the 'coffin' at the 'graveyard'

i m seriously sorry..
you had came to the wrong room..