memories of you

i was early

not on purpose..

but because my stomach..

it called for nature..

and when it was nearly 9..

the library was about to open..

people gathered at the entrance..

This scene was so familiar..

don't i always see this every weekend when we went to the library to study

ya..that was quite long ago..

memories of you

few years back..
we were young..

a day in mid may..
we went to buy a present for our friend whose birthday is the same as my mum..
a book..by jodi picoult..it was red
we were in a bookstore
after studying in the public library..

we were talking about presents..
you were saying about roses..flowers..
you said you don't need it..flowers are quite a waste..

unconsciously..
i didn't mean any harm..
i said,' i didn't say i will be buying that for you..'

i was joking.
in my mind..i was thinking what present should i buy for you..
since i only had just about 10 plus days
to think..
to buy..
the best present for you..

but you took the joke seriously..
i didn't know..
you laid your head on shoulders..
you cried..

i was..
shocked..
very shocked..
i was sad that i made you cried..which i will never want to..
and you left after we bought the present
i had to meet my parents who were at the shopping mall..
i tried to chase after you..
you didnt bother to stop ..
i chased..
you walked even further..

helpless..
with an empty mind..
i walked back to the shopping mall..
pressing my phone buttons..madly
i sent a msg to you..
apologising..

waiting for your reply..
it seemed that years had passed..

i asked my friends for help..
because i really really didn't know what to do..

it was a joke
a joke..

then you replied..
you forgave me..
saying that you misunderstood me..
saying that you took my every words seriously..

after that day..
i was careful with my words..
i never want to hurt you..
really..

but will you..
do you even remember the feeling that you had
the feelings that is just for me, once upon a time..
will you?

8 days more..
last time?
maybe..

Song for you Week 32

I am early this week!
heard this song when i was outside hours ago..
a song that i heard it in primary school..
but i have never know of the title..

because there is no internet at that era.
internet is indeed the biggest invention!



Pretty Boy (Lyrics)

I lie awake at night
See things in black and white
I've only got you inside my mind
You know you have made me blind

I lie awake and pray
That you will look my way
I have all this longing in my heart
I knew it right from the start

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

I used to write your name
And put it in a frame
And sometime I think I hear you call
Right from my bedroom wall

You stay a little while
And touch me with your smile
And what can I say to make you mine
To reach out for you in time

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you

BRIDGE
Oh pretty boy
Say you love me too

Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you




a message to you:


did you know that finding a time to prepare your present has just made my friends created an imaginary person..
listening to it..i cant help it
but laugh..
i cant say it..


dont know why..
but i just cant say it..

Thai food

Stomach feels so empty now..

My second day without lunch!

Did I lose some weight?

Maybe it is negligible ..

Sigh..

But we are going for Thai food!

hope it will be nice

And movie later~

MIB2

And I seriously have to find a time to do D's present..

Have to send it by Mon..

Ok!

Gambatte!

25/5/2012 1655 on bus 50 to central park

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Song for you Week 31

squirrel

Ohayou!

Met a squirrel on the way!

Do they know Chloe?

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cafe

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why

why am i doing this..

i wonder..

why..
i really dk..

seems to lose my motivation to have the present done nicely..

maybe this is really the last one.
yup

last
one

xxx

1300.

I am supposed to be in the cafe..but now,

I am at the busstop

holding my umbrella ..

Waiting for the bus that I have missed few mins ago ..

Hope the bus is coming soon..

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Dream

Don't really know why..
for the past two days..
i have been dreaming of you..

maybe i am anxious of not having enough time to prepare you present which is lying in my drawer..
but in the dreams..
we could talk..
normally..

2 years have passed..
we should be able to talk normally face-to-face?
nobody knows..

not me..not you..
who then?

better carry on with my studying..
time is limited..

green

Green has been my favourite colour since young..

But I don't really suit green clothes

So I never have green shirt.

Coming to sun moon lake..

I have a room to myself..

It has a colour theme..

Green

It is different from the one that I stayed the previous time but it is nice!

Having your own room has this special feeling ..

Or maybe it is because you have the whole space to yourself..

You will not have any concern

just do what you like..

I like that feeling..

Perhaps I am used to being alone..

I am a loner..

Slept at 11 plus..

Alarm rang at 425

Left bed at 435

Brushed teeth..clothes changed ..

Watch showed 439..

442 I left the room..

Betting my chance for the nice scenery that I could not see the previous time due to bad weather

This time..it was the same..

Seems that weather girl really liked me a lot

Not that disappointed ..

Since it was expected from the weather forecast few days ago.

But breathing the fresh aroma, fresh air..

Enjoying the silent in the early morning

From the walk..

Doesn't make it much of a loss..

Accompanied with awesome breadfast after we returned..

This time I asked for another serving of the soft bread ..

Oiishi!

And I went back to bed ..

Of course to sleep ..

Even though there were noises..

But the dark room made it possible for me to fall asleep..

After 2 hours..we left

11/5/2012

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Song for you Week 30

那些你很冒险的梦

主唱：林俊杰
作曲：林俊杰
填词：王雅君

当两颗心开始震动
当你瞳孔学会闪躲
当爱慢慢被遮住只剩下黑
距离像影子被拉拖

当爱的故事像听说
我找不到你单纯的面孔
当生命每分每秒都为你转动
心多执着就加倍心痛

那些你很冒险的梦　我陪你去疯
折纸飞机　碰到雨天　终究会坠落
太残忍的话我只说　因为爱很重
你却不想懂　只往反方向走

当爱的故事像听说
我找不到你单纯的面孔
当生命每分每秒都为你转动
心有多执着就加倍心痛

那些你很冒险的梦　我陪你去疯
折纸飞机　碰到雨天　终究会坠落
太残忍的话我只说　因为爱很重
你却不想懂　只往反方向走

我不想放手　你松开的左手
你爱的放纵　我摆不回天空
我输了　累了　等你　再也不回头

那些你很冒险的梦　我陪你去疯
折纸飞机　碰到雨天　终究会坠落
太残忍的话我只说　因为爱很重
你却不想懂　只往反方向走
你真的不懂　我的爱已降落

tiring ..

Tossed and turned..

My jacket sleeve covered my eyes..

Tired yet..

Can't fall asleep..

Knowing that I will only have 3 hours of sleep..

Made it worse..

Finally..

Unknowingly

I fell asleep..

Soon..a sound rang through the silent night

It was my alarm..

430, it showed..

So tired..

Picking myself out of the bed..

Brushed..changed..packed..

And I left..

But I was too late to ride a bike..

Unwillingly

I took the expensive transportation...

cab..

And!

The uncle cheated me 10 dollars..

Conclusion: count your change before getting down..

Sleepy monster attacked me repeatedly ..

Weak..and tired..

I fell..

Lost..

And off to sleep on the uncomfortable chair ..

Changing my sitting posture from time to time..

Finally reached Taichung..

But I was 5 mins late ..(Sian)

so I am waiting now..

For the next bus..

5 more mins..

Maybe I will fall asleep on bus agn..

But I need to read my readings!

Sighsigh..

A hole in my wallet..

Two black patches under my eyes..

10/5/2012 0941 nantou bus station

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continuation..

Arrow stayed at 40km/h ..

Feeling the wind brushed pass my face..

My helmet was falling back ..

Side mirror showed familiar scooters..

Minutes passed..

Felt very insecure ..

Afraid of leading the wrong way..

As we advanced,

Dark clouds were gathering and welcoming us to its 'shelter'..

Deep in our hearts, we prayed to reach our destination before the heavy droplets in the cloud would fall..

Seeing the long bridge ahead,

I increased the speed a little..

But rain girl seems to like us alot..

Droplets..

And droplets

of water fell..

More and more..

Soon..

Clothes were damped..

Glasses were blurred by the rain drops.

In the middle of the bridge..

We stopped by the side ..

Taking umbrella out..

Hoping it will stop some rain from drenching our clothes further

But efforts were in vain..

A very helpful uncle came along..

Told us of the shelter that was in front..

Immediately ..

I restarted the engine..

Roaring sounds were heard in the midst of the heavy rain ..

Controlling the speed..

We advanced ..

When we reached the shelter..

We were very drenched..

Helpful uncle gave us a raincoat and offered to find our friends that we have lost in the middle of the rain..

He even offered to give us clothes.

Thankfully..

We found our friends..

Rain became softer..

We headed off again..

What an experience we have had..

4/5/2012 1415

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Random memories of you

reaching for my phone in my right pocket..

i dug out my phone..

checking for miss call..

nope.

no miss call at all..

placing my phone on my laptop..

i continued watching my video..

time is clicking ..

passing away

but no call came

uneasiness started to be felt..

checked my phone once again..

then..

screen of my phone changed.

incoming call..

and after vibrating for a few moments, it stopped..

'okay..they reached safely..'

ya miss call..

we used to do it almost everyday..

to signal ..

to take the same bus..

because of our money eating hi-card..

that is your 'invention'

our own mode of communication

you wont be doing it anymore right.

we got our line now..

and we will definitely not be calling each other..

sleepy..

time to sleep!

oyasumi

Song for you Week 29

clock say 02 22..
why am i awake at this hour?!?!?!

and snoring sounds are loud now.
how am i going to sleep later..

dead..

kk, song time!

first?

Swallowing down my saliva..

I turned the key to the right

Pressing the ignition button..and..

Clamping the brake at the same time..

A slight roar from the engine followed immediately ..

Holding onto the handle tightly..

Waiting for the feel of weight at the back

Yes the bike feels heavier now..

Everyone was ready to go..

Turning the right handle down slightly..

The wheels started turning and the bike moved..

We were moving off on the bike!

focusing on the bike in front..

The traffic..

The vehicles..(including many scooters)

Looking at the side mirror from time to time..

Glancing at the speedometer every several seconds ..

Ensuring my speed is within acceptable range

Going straight

Going right

Left

And we reached!

Safely

My first time on a scooter on the road!

\( ^_^)/

4/5/2012

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to tainan

Removing the tape slowly..

Opening the cup carefully..

Red tea that nearly fill to the brink of cup..

Move from side to side

It Reaches the tip of the cup walls each time..

But fails to reach out to the freedom that awaits them..

The air..my pants..

Sugar in my right hand..

Teeth tore the paper packet..

Lifting it over my hot drink..

Small small sugar cube fell..

Using force on the packet for a few times..

Satisfied that no sugar is left enough to make my drink any sweeter..

The sugar packet went to the bin bag..(bye~)

Next is the milk..

Small cube of milk..

Finding for the parts to 'attack'..

Finally found it after some time..

Closing the cap over from time to time ..

While trying to get the milk to join my tea and sugar

After several.minutes ..

My nice hot milk tea is done..

And while writing this post..

I finished the drink..

Empty cup is in my left hand

Although thr is a tea bag inside ..

The cup surface is quite special..

But I dk how to describe ..

Hope the pic will tell

And the Burger is nice

Egg is awesome!

1026 on ziqiang train to tainan..

Ps hope I wont get muscle ache tmr..

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Random memories of you

Umbrella..

rainy days seem to be common nowadays..
umbrella in your bag is a must
definitely a must..if you dont want to be drenched..

heavy raindrops
wet umbrella..
after reaching the shelter,
friends reached for tissue and began wiping their umbrella..

suddenly,
i remembered..
you used to do this too..
wiping it dry before keeping it
since you cant let it dry..

do you still do that now?

Song for you Week 28

オレンジ色の三日月が
空の端っこで拗ねているみたい
電話くらいできなかったの？
あなたが憎たらしい
ずっと　待ってたのに・・・
今日は　仕事が忙しいことなんて
私にだってわかっているけど
一人きりのアスファルトは　足音が寂しすぎて
空き缶のひとつ蹴りたくなる
泣きたくなるほど
あなたに逢いたい
今すぐ　この空を飛んで行きたい
どうして　こんなに好きになったんだろう？
本気になるつもりはなかった
夜風の仕業
雲がかかった三日月が
ずっとあの場所で待ちぼうけしてる
星がそばにいくつあっても
あなたじゃなきゃだめなの
たった　ひとつの星
児童公園のシーソーに腰かけ
着信履歴を何度も眺めて
私だけが恋の比重　重すぎて傾いてる
ねえ　メールくらい頂戴よ
泣きたくなるほど
あなたに逢いたい
今いる　その場所へ呼んで欲しいの
どこかへ寄り道したい気分なのよ
１人の部屋に帰りたくない
夜風の仕業
どれだけ待ったら
あなたに逢えるの？
このまま　夜明けまでここにいようか？
どうして　こんなにムキになってるんだろ？
明日になればまた逢えるのに・・・
帰りたくない

yukirin!!