reminder!

Many thoughts are 'flying' around in my mind ..

Just went to a workshop about going Japan for internship opportunity

Or maybe it is more like a talk..

Fear of the fierce competition ..since it KS a global organisation

Fear of the disadvantage of not being equipped with fluent Japanese skill..

Fear of..

Many fears..

These fears significantly dampened my desire ..for the internship ..

But I do really want..

Japanese skill I can improve it..

I still have a semester to let me get to jap level 3..

Interview skill ..

I can approach lily..

All these seems to be just on paper..

Like what have always happened to me..

No action taken..

Just words ..

I dislike it..

Seriously dislike..

This part of me..

I want to change..

That needs great determination ..

Determination to.change..

So I am.writing this post to remind myself this particular 'want' that I am currently having..

This strong desire..

I do not want it to fade and disappear the next morning when I wake up..

I want it to stay and grow stronger ..

Stay by side..

Motivate me to work harder..

Guess this will start with planning my timetable and lesser (minimum) slacking..

and approaching lily for help..

I have to make this work ..

I believe it will be a chance to change myself!

An opportunity that I do not want to waste..

And lastly, I will like to thank my friend, yx, for the motivating words..

She relighted the fire of desire in me that was dying ..

Thank you!

And I will prove myself! Making you to visit me in Japan!:D

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