learning pts

Went for a talk

It was very enriching

nt just the content

But I learnt other things as well

About myself

About the things that I can improve ..

I seems to be a person who can work independently ..

But when I m alone

I lost the courage the confident that I had when I m with my friends..

It is quite scary..

I seems to see the past me..

Shy,

Timid,

Useless,

Super bad at networking. It is alright when I was with friends but when I m alone

I looked so small,

Zero presence,

Please please

Be more proactive

have more initiative

if you don't go for it..

How can you get it

Or touch it

Sae can do it

Takamina can do it

I can do it

Career is another headache

I really really love to have an opportunity to work overseas

That is something that I felt strongly for this evening..

*But I will still go for Fri discussion

just to hear for it

No harm

Just cost of travelling n time

I love challenges

but I think I still lack of the skill to present myself present my thought

I lack the cool that I thought I have

I need to really improve it

I need to talk more

And really more

people who can voice out their thoughts easily are those who really excel

Having the ability but just the lacking of presenting oneself can kill.

Seriously

Goals

Range from immediate to distinct

- get my internship

- a scholarship

- a job

Everything is so realistic

I can't run away anymore

I having running away for a long time

It is time to face it

If not my goal, my dream will never be fulfilled.

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