reflections

hearing people's stories..
it brings lots of sudden urge to do something with my life..

it guess my life is just too boring..too grey..
no colours..
how..
i asked myself

the future seems so uncertain..
and uncertainty brings fear..anxiety..
all these seems like a tsunami which is approaching the land..
getting higher and overwhelming as it reaches..

will i be submerge?
sank deep down?
i wonder..
but i will definitely not let it happen..

i know what i should do now..
what i have decided is final..
more pondering will do nothing to it..

just play
asobi
asobi..
like what takahashi san said..

May said it as well..
just think it simply
things may not be as confusing as you think.

i want to add colours to my life..
it doesn't matter what colour it may be..
it may be black, brown, red, green, blue..

i just need different colours..
it will make me feels alive..

so lets play with life.