我

越活越回去…

这一年我到底在做什么…

沉迷在虚幻世界…

能做什么呢…

我该做什么

我要什么…

真悲哀呢…

我。

为我自己感到悲哀吗？

非常…

伤心吗？

是的

还有呢？

不甘

后悔吗？

不能

It's a friday

Time is ticking very fast td..

And I decided to take my leave at 330.

2 hours early from my usual knock off.

And I decided to head out to the cinema.

I guess I still looked like student even though I have stepped into the working world for almost a year..

And I really bought my ticket at a student price.haha.

First time watching alone in my 24 years of life.. erm few more months to 24..

I guess I could add this to my first alone activities.

I guess there are a lot of "first" to carry out activites alone that I have yet to accomplish.

Lets create a longer list!

Heading to another next month!

Ok shall watch the movie soon with my slowly growling stomach..because I still have my dinner back home.

Pls forgive me if there is any erm..growling sound.. But I guess the movie will be loud enough to cover it. Haha.

Random ; ;

Dislike asking favour from ppl..
Hate it..sigh..

I dont mind ppl asking me favours that are within my capability..

But when it's me..
I cant..

But that is life..you cant live by yourself..
Unless you are very extremely rich.

Most problem can be solved with money.

If you have no money, u live by the relationship circle you made...

Sigh again

That's life

7 questions

1. What do you do for fun?
2. What are you most passionate about?
3. What's your favorite cause or charity?
4. What's your guilty pleasure? (And why?)
5. What in your life makes you the most proud?
6. What's on your bucket list?
7. In case I can refer business to you, who is your perfect client or partner?

Song for you

Zitten - Fog, 짙은 - 안개

Intro:

모든 게 희미해 보이는 밤이야
우린 어둠 속에 숨어 길을 나섰지
산등성이를 따라 올라가는 길
오르면 오를수록 안개는 깊어져

Intro:
Everything tonight looks hazy

We are going into the darkness so we left this path

The path of hiking up this mountain

The higher we go the foggier it gets

Verse 1:
가슴 속에 머무는 풀내음과
어둠 속에 우릴 이끄는 하나의 달
모든 게 완벽해 다 준비돼 있어
도망가기에 좋은 그런 날이지

Verse 1:

The smell of the fresh green grass that stays in my heart

The moon in the darkness that draws us in

Everything is perfect Everything is ready

It’s a good day to runaway

Bridge:
어디로? 저 너머로
누구와? 우리 둘이
안개 속을 지나서
마을에서 멀어져

Bridge:

Where to? Beyond

With who? The two of us

As the fog keeps going, the neighborhood becomes farther

Verse 2:
누구도 우리에게 질문을 하지 않는
처음 같은 곳으로 도망가기 좋은 날

Verse 2:

When no one asked us questions

It’s a good day to runaway to the same, first place

Verse 3:

짙은 안개 속에 들어갔을 때
뭐가 제일 좋았는지 얘기해줄까?
내 눈은 그댈 찾기 위해 빛나고
내 손은 그댈 잡기 위해 존재하는 것

Verse 3:
When we went into the thick fog

Shall I tell you what I liked the most?

My eyes shined to find you and

My hands existed to hold you

*Bridge

*Bridge

Verse 4:

누구도 우리에게 질문을 하지 않는
처음 같은 곳으로 도망가자 나와 함께

Verse 4:

When no one asked us questions

Runaway to that same, first place with me

*Intro
*Intro

Ending:
처음 같은 곳으로 떠나가자
처음 같은 곳으로 나와 함께
처음 같은 곳으로 도망가기 좋은 날

Ending:

Let’s runaway to that same, first place

To that same, first place with me

It’s a good day to runaway to that same, first place

Source: http://onehallyu.com/topic/161713-zitten-%EC%A7%99%EC%9D%80-%EC%95%88%EA%B0%9C-fog/

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凶神恶煞(sha4)
懵懂(meng3)
湛蓝（zhan4)
雨落如帘(lian2)
恍惚
糅杂(rou2)
缀(zhui4)

To my dearest..

"You are ee.veerverythin.  iin my life"

Words are broken..
Bits of melody come and go
Turning the plug
Left 2 degrees, right 5 degree..
...

Beautiful melody..rings in my right ear.
Back is the song that I have been listening repeatedly for aweek..

a light hearted relief escaped my lips..

-I could enjoy my bus ride home.

But the irony is that I have been using my left ear for music the past weeks..

It had died on me this morning unfortunately.

Yet, the right one is still striving to survive..fighting for every minute to be useful..

They have been very useful for past years. Really useful.

But I guess its useful life has been reduced to 0 long time ago.

It always been with me wherever I go..
In fact, it travels with me..
Fights the snoring monster that I met,
Accompanys me when I m buried in notes..

Because it brings me music that I couldnt live without..

5 years.."working" its life away..

It is always an arm's reach away..
I could always grab it from my bag easily.

But it has became quite dirty after these years. Haha. Dirty green you could say it.

Thanks a lot my greeny, wonderful,panasonic earpiece.

Song for you

You Are My Everything”
[Album] Mystic Ballad Pt. 2
2013.03.18


방안에 불을 끄고 어둠 속 혼자인 나
bangane bureul kkeugo eodum sok honjain na
I turn off the lights in my room and stay alone in the darkness
내 침대에 몸을 뉘어
nae chimdaee momeul nwieo
I lay myself down on my bed
오지 않는 잠을 청하는데
oji annneun jameul cheonghaneunde
And try to sleep though it doesn’t come

헤어지던 그날 밤
heeojideon geunal bam
The night we broke up
끝내 말못했던 마지막 인사
kkeutnae malmotaetdeon majimak insa
The last goodbye that I couldn’t say in the end
잘가란 그 말도 모두 거짓말였어
jalgaran geu maldo modu geojitmallyeosseo
When I told you to be well – that was all a lie

잊은 줄 알았었어 잊었다 생각했어
ijeun jul arasseosseo ijeotda saenggakhaesseo
I thought I forgot you, I though I did forget you
잠시나마 그대 없이도
jamsinama geudae eobsido
For a moment, without you
눈물 흘리지 않을 수 있다고 믿었어
nunmul heulliji anheul su itdago mideosseo
I believed that I wouldn’t cry

그런데 여전히 넌 내 안에 살아있어
geureonde yeojeonhi neon nae ane saraisseo
But still, you live inside of me
사랑한다 내게 말하던
saranghanda naege malhadeon
Your breath that used to tell me you loved me
그대 숨결 내 귓가에 아직 남아 있어
geudae sumgyeol nae gwitgae ajik nama isseo
It still remains in my ears
모든 사랑이 변한다 해도
modeun sarangi byeonhanda haedo
Even if all the other love changes
나의 사랑은 변하지 않아
naui sarangeun byeonhaji anha
My love won’t ever change
Touch me, touch me
Touch me, touch me
Touch me, touch me
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life

그대 내게서 멀어진대도
naega neoege dagagal geoya
Even if you get farther away from me
내가 너에게 다가갈 거야
naega neoege dagagal geoya
I will go closer to you
Kiss me, kiss me
Kiss me, kiss me
Kiss me, kiss me
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life

내 볼을 타고 흐르는
nae boreul tago heureuneun
The tears that ride and fall along my cheeks
눈물은 베갤 적셔
nunmureun begael jeoksyeo
are wetting my pillow
그리고 나 역시도 추억에 젖어
geurigo na yeoksido chueoge jeojeo
And I’m also drenched in the memories

저 멀리 그대 미소는
jeo meolli geudae misoneun
Your smile from afar
갈라진 내 가슴에
gallajin nae gaseume
Becomes a single line of sweet rain
한줄기 단비 되어 날 적셔주네
hanjulgi danbi doeeo nal jeoksyeojune
in my torn heart and drenches me

모든 사랑이 변한다 해도
modeun sarangi byeonhanda haedo
Even if all the other love changes
나의 사랑은 변하지 않아
naui sarangeun byeonhaji anha
My love won’t ever change
Touch me, touch me
Touch me, touch me
Touch me, touch me
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life

그대 내게서 멀어진대도
geudae naegeseo meoreojindaedo
Even if you get farther away from me
내가 너에게 다가갈 거야
naega neoege dagagal geoya
I will go closer to you
Kiss me, kiss me
Kiss me, kiss me
Kiss me, kiss me
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life

Here I’m running to you
Here I’m running to you
Here I’m running to you

Wait for me
Wait for me
Wait for me
너무나 그리워 (너의 숨결을 느껴)
neomuna geuriwo (neoui sumgyeoreul neukkyeo)
I miss you so much (I feel your breath)

Now I’m missing you
Now I’m missing you
Now I’m missing you
날 안아줄래
nal anajullae
Will you hug me?
너무나 그리워 (너의 손길을 느껴)
neomuna geuriwo (neoui songireul neukkyeo)
I miss you so much (I feel your touch)

내 볼을 타고 흐르는
nae boreul tago heureuneun
The tears that ride and fall along my cheeks
눈물은 베갤 적셔
nunmureun begael jeoksyeo
are wetting my pillow
그리고 나 역시도 추억에 젖어
geurigo na yeoksido chueoge jeojeo
And I’m also drenched in the memories

저 멀리 그대 미소는
jeo meolli geudae misoneun
Your smile from afar
갈라진 내 가슴에
gallajin nae gaseume
Becomes a single line of sweet rain
한줄기 단비 되어 날 적셔주네
hanjulgi danbi doeeo nal jeoksyeojune
in my torn heart and drenches me

모든 사랑이 변한다 해도
modeun sarangi byeonhanda haedo
Even if all the other love changes
나의 사랑은 변하지 않아
naui sarangeun byeonhaji anha
My love won’t ever change
Touch me, touch me
Touch me, touch me
Touch me, touch me
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life

그대 내게서 멀어진대도
geudae naegeseo meoreojindaedo
Even if you get farther away from me
내가 너에게 다가갈 거야
naega neoege dagagal geoya
I will go closer to you
Kiss me, kiss me
Kiss me, kiss me
Kiss me, kiss me
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life
You are everything in my life

Quotes

"They shall grow not old, as we that are left grow old.
Age shall not weary them nor the years condemn.
At the going down of the sun and in the morning,
We will remember them."

The ode of remembrance

Song for you

I swear I see the seasons change
More often than I see your face
November came and went
The Summer left without a trace
And I'm left with distance on my mind
Was it me that caused you to just pack up and leave?
When you did you took everything
I still hate seeing you without me

I'm better with you, you're better with me
I still miss all our nights
Even fights were all better with you
You're better with me
There is nobody else who can love me the way that you do
Better than you
I still miss all our days and the way you would carry me through
I'll carry you too
There is nobody else who could love you the way that I do

Who can love you the way that I do?

You filled my place with his embrace
His touch was cold, you never came
You filled a hole that's in my soul
I wish you felt the same
But is it too late for things to change?
It was you, because leaving is just what you do
When you finally got something to lose
I just don't feel the same without you

I'm better with you, you're better with me
I still miss all our nights
Even fights were all better with you
You're better with me
There is nobody else who can love me the way that you do
Better than you
I still miss all our days and the way you would carry me through
I'll carry you too
There is nobody else who could love you the way that I do

If there's a way for us to learn to forgive
There's nothing that I, that I wouldn't give
There's still a space that I have buried away
It's deep in my heart, it's always your place 

I'm better with you, you're better with me
I still miss all our nights
Even fights were all better with you
You're better with me
There is nobody else who can love me the way that you do
Better than you
I still miss all our days and the way you would carry me through
I'll carry you too
There is nobody else who could love you the way that I do

Who can love you the way that I do?

叹气时间

几日前，碰到一篇文

改文：时间的妙用

讲写一个以时间主导的世界，

人死后，拥有生存的第二机会。

但是需要进行任务以赚取时间。

拥有的时间就是你的生命。

说明了时间是多么重要。

只有在你发现你所能活的时间是有限时，才会珍惜它。想拥有更多。

而我。。却花了两天多的时间在读这篇文。。

而且还没读完。。哭

真讽刺啊。

我真的有在浪费时间的感觉。。

所以决定停了吧。。

看多了，有点反胃的感觉。太多杀杀打打。

做点有意义的东西吧。

我的72个小时就这样过了。

安。