how m i supposed to feel when the person that i need..no longer needs me..
there is no words to draw the ending...just indirect actions to tell me that things have changed..
m i supposed to tell from these actions?
keeping wondering if i m thinking too much or oversensitive which i hope i m..
do i really know her?do i really understand her?
i have no answers anymore..
if u asked me 6 months again..at least i probably can say and say it happily.. "i know" "i understand"
pain is never ending for me now..trying to force myself not to fall deep into my memories..
because that will be the moment that i will cry..yet again...
i dunno i shear how much tears..
the only person that i cried for...i m such a loser..
"i will treat u better" "if u leave me, i will rot" her words keep repeating in my mind..are those words real..or the magic that those words bring has already disappear?
or has she forget everything?
then what m i?
how can she act as cold to me?
even though i tried to..but in the end it was only me who feels hurt..she never feel that way..
what is newton 3 law..?physics laws does not apply to everything huh..but u told me N3L!
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