i m confused..
i don't know what to do now..
for the past few months..i tried to forget everything..everything..
all the efforts seem futile now..

i just realised what i did was to escape from it temporarily..
i can no longer return to the same old me 2 years ago..
it's hard..
st says it takes time..but things seems to get worst now..
my emotion unstability for the past 2 days had went for the worst...
i can't control it..

as time passed by..i realised the person that i thought i knew..was in fact just a dream..
the truth is that i don't know her at all..and i only realised it now..

i should have stopped allowing her getting close to me when st asked me if i find her scary 2 years ago..i should have..
but i didn't..

i don't know what to do now..and i can't tell anybody about this..

haomaodun ah..