super moody td..
seems that my moodiness came back agn..
ytd i got my belated present..

but it wasnt prepared by her..
it felt super sad..terribly..
it made me rmb last year when we actually went together to pick my present..
she was there..
beside me..
now..she was gone..

i was nothing to her at all..
what m i..
what are we..
it still hurt..wth

i seriously dunno what to do..
really..
what can i do to forget pain..

i..m lost again..

and i realised i m very weak now..
i came to a conclusion..
if you start to depend on someone..you will start to get weak..
i m such an example..
feel like falling into a deep sleep..
and i will meet her in lane 7..will i?
i need her..
i hate the word'need'..