dear..

i miss you

how are you doing?
how are you feeling today?
is school okay for you?
did any interesting things happen?
do u feel tired?
...

there are many questions that i wanna ask you..
but you aren't here anymore


oyasuminasai.sleep well k.sweetdream.
pais xinfinity.

if you need me, i will always be there..just for you

Song for you Week 4

it is abit late for this week..
but i didnt forget:]
just too tired..

Don’t cry
ClariS

Baby, always be by your side
Baby, always be by my side

いつものチャイムが切なく響いた
itsumo no chaimu ga setsunaku hibiita
校庭のフェンスを染める夕陽は寂しいね
koutei no fensu wo someru yuuhi ha samishii ne
放課後ガールズトーク　今日が最後なんて
houkago ga―ruzu to―ku kyou ga saigo nante
ホント想像以上…ずっと一緒だったから
honto souzou ijou… zutto issho datta kara
なんか変な感じ
nanka hen na kanji

The usual bell resounded painfully.
The setting sun that dyes the schoolyard fence is lonely, isn’t it?
Thinking that this would be our final after school girls’ talk
was more heartrending than I thought… because we’ve always been together.
It feels kind of weird.

もしも君がいなかったら
moshimo kimi ga inakattara
わたしの”現在（いま）”どうなってたかな…
watashi no “ima” dou natteta kana…
ページめくると泣いちゃいそうだけど
pe―ji mekuru to naichaisou dakedo

I wonder what I would be like today
if you were never here.
Flipping through the pages of our album makes me want to cry.

Baby, don’t cry もう…
Baby, don’t cry mou…
サヨナラなんか言わないよ
sayonara nanka iwanaiyo
だって We are best friend
datte We are best friend
また会えるって信じてるから
mata aeru tte shinjiteru kara
So I don’t cry もう…
So I don’t cry mou…
寂しいなんて言わないよ
samishii nante iwanaiyo
だって We are best friend
datte We are best friend
何処にいたってココロは一緒（ひとつ）だから
doko ni ita tte kokoro ha hitotsu dakara

Baby, don’t cry anymore…
This isn’t goodbye.
After all, we are best friends,
so I believe that we’ll meet again someday.
So I’m not crying anymore,
and I won’t say that I’m lonely.
After all, we are best friends,
so no matter where we are, our hearts will always be as one.

Baby, always be by your side
どんなに遠く離れても
donna ni tooku hanaretemo
Baby, always be by my side
“We are the one” It’s never change

Baby, I’ll always be by your side,
no matter how far apart we are from each other.
Baby, stay by my side forever.
“We are one”. It will never change.

「今何してるの?ちょっと話そ」なんて
“ima nani shiteru no? chotto hanaso” nante
くじけそうになった日の夜は　君に電話してた
kujikesou ni natta hi no yoru ha kimi ni denwa shiteta
「ヤなことあったんでしょ?」って
“ya na koto attandesho?” tte
すぐ当ててしまう　その声を聞くとなんかね
sugu atete shimau sono koe wo kiku to nanka ne
いつも安心して泣いちゃってた
itsumo anshin shite naichatteta

“What are you doing now? Let’s have a little chat.”
I talk to you on the phone as the day turns into night.
“Something bad happened, right?” I ask.
I instantly knew after hearing your voice.
You always calmed down and cried.

照れくさくて　ずっと今まで
terekusakute zutto ima made
話した事なかったけど
hanashita koto nakatta kedo
君に会えてホントによかった
kimi ni aete honto ni yokatta

I was always too embarrassed
and never talked to you before,
but I’m truly glad that I met you.

Baby, don’t cry もう…
Baby, don’t cry mou…
サヨナラなんか言わないよ
sayonara nanka iwanaiyo
だって We are best friend
datte We are best friend
また会えるって信じてるから
mata aeru tte shinjiteru kara
So I don’t cry もう…
So I don’t cry mou…
寂しいなんて言わないよ
samishii nante iwanaiyo
だって We are best friend
datte We are best friend
何処にいたってココロは一緒（ひとつ）だから
doko ni ita tte kokoro ha hitotsu dakara

Baby, don’t cry anymore…
This isn’t goodbye.
After all, we are best friends,
so I believe that we’ll meet again someday.
So I’m not crying anymore,
and I won’t say that I’m lonely.
After all, we are best friends,
so no matter where we are, our hearts will always be as one.

「今から泣いた方が負けね!」って
“ima kara naita hou ga make ne!” tte
言った端から君が泣き出して
itta hana kara kimi ga nakidashite
おかしくて笑った後　つられてわたしも泣いた
okashikute waratta ato tsurarete watashi mo naita
季節（とき）の過ぎるスピード
toki no sugiru supi―do
早すぎて今が愛しいよ
hayasugite ima ga itoshii yo
あの日々を、この瞬間（とき）を、
ano hibi wo, kono toki wo,
ずっと忘れない
zutto wasurenai

“The one who starts crying now is the loser!”
Once I said that, you burst into tears.
After I laughed awkwardly, I was pulled along and started crying, too.
The seasons passed by much too fast.
Even now, the time we spent together is dear to me.
I will never forget those days
nor this moment.

Baby, don’t cry もう…
Baby, don’t cry mou…
サヨナラじゃない「ありがとう」
sayonara janai “arigatou”
いつか話した物語は続いてるから
itsuka hanashita monogatari ha tsuduiteru kara
So I don’t cry もう…
So I don’t cry mou…
寂しいなんて言わないよ
samishii nante iwanaiyo
だって We are best friend
datte We are best friend
何処にいたってココロは一緒（ひとつ）だから
doko ni ita tte kokoro ha hitotsu dakara

Baby, don’t cry anymore…
It’s not goodbye, but rather, I thank you,
because the story we began will continue.
So I’m not crying anymore,
and I won’t say that I’m lonely.
After all, we are best friends,
so no matter where we are, our hearts will always be as one.

Baby, always be by your side
どんなに遠く離れても
donna ni tooku hanaretemo
Baby, always be by my side
“We are the one” It’s never change

Baby, I’ll always be by your side,
no matter how far apart we are from each other.
Baby, stay by my side forever.
“We are one”. It will never change.

feet hurt, back ached,
bored at the start, busy at the end..
clock ticked at 6 am was the time i stepped into my house..

2 days of waitressing at ritz carlton were indeed an experience..
tired and tired..

my recess week was eaten up as well..
still feeling tired but have too many things left undone
2 quiz,one presentation..
this is the worst

and i have 3 meetings straight tmr..
hope i can survive..

ganbatte!

how i wish i can kill myself now for my stupidity

i just lost myself 2000 dollars..

so dead now..

how am i going to study for mid termss..

trying my best to pick myself up now

dying from accounting..
please dont kill me this time!

love clariS song:)
Don't cry - ClariS

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Your song- Week 3

nice bgm:)
hope i can share with you.

even though you are not her

orange pop up at the bottom of the screen caught my eyes instantly

it's you.
you said you just came out from the game..

why your beginning sentence to me is always about this game..
there is nothing to talk about beside that?

perhaps..for now..

i remembered that we used to talk all sorts of things..homework,games,our lives..
even though we just met each other not long ago

but your presence still holds great importance to me
chatting with you never fail to bring a smile to my face

even though we could never return the past
whenever we met..we never talk..while my face will darken as well as my mood
and i cant take my eyes off you..though time from time,i refrained..
what a failure i am

chatting only applies online..the sole and only platform that we could hold our conversation once every few months..

but i will never be the one who makes the initiative..
did i?
i cant remember
and i will try to ask qn..
but i afraid that it may turn you off.. irritate you..
did i?

i still miss you..

bitter to sweet

warmth hugged my hands when i took my tea from gp

trying my best to open the sugar packets and the milk powder without spilling(my left is still hurt)
and i poured them down the small opening slowly..

something was missing..stirrer!
and the only i could do was
to shake my cup in a circular motion..
however it didnt help..

held the tea to mouth and i had one sip..
i could only taste the strong milk powder and tasteless tea.
however..i still drank it..
at the end, it finally tasted like tea!

moral of the story: please rmb to get a stirrer..

great!

i m having hiccups now...

please stop

AIM

buy a new laptop!

one afternoon.

did i eat sth wrong..
tummy has been aching since ytd.
and it is still a little painful now..

sigh..

hope interview and mid terms will be smooth sailing!

successful class gathering:)

Buying food from sheng shiong and off we go to yh hse!
Attendence was okay.15 ppl came:)

Our first class gathering after a year plus.Haha.
But i think it is not bad..
Talking abt sch and army were the main conversation topic.

Hope we will have a class outing soon:)

Oyasuminasai

Song for you Week 2

Owlcity - Vanilla Twilight

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The stars lean down to kiss you
And I lie awake and miss you
Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere
Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly
But I'll miss your arms around me
I'd send a postcard to you, dear
Cause I wish you were here

I'll watch the night turn light blue
But it's not the same without you
Because it takes two to whisper quietly
The silence isn't so bad
Till I look at my hands and feel sad
Cause the spaces between my fingers
Are right where yours fit perfectly

I'll find repose in new ways
Though I haven't slept in two days
Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone
But drenched in vanilla twilight
I'll sit on the front porch all night
Waist deep in thought because when
I think of you I don't feel so alone

I don't feel so alone
I don't feel so alone

As many times as I blink
I'll think of you tonight
(Tonight, tonight, tonight...)

I'll think of you tonight

When violet eyes get brighter
And heavy wings grow lighter
I'll taste the sky and feel alive again
And I'll forget the world that I knew
But I swear I won't forget you
Oh if my voice could reach back through the past
I'd whisper in your ear:
"Oh darling I wish you were here"

sighhhhh

slipped..and it fell..going free fall(maybe not..it is just 20 cm)

and it kissed the floor for the first time
accompanied with a 'bang'

my heart ached!
i dropped my phone for the first time after 2 months...

brave?

i m sorry..
you had put me in such circumstances that i had no choice but faced the bottle of shieldtox at you.
pressing it for a few seconds..
my finger finally released the button which indirectly took your life..
droplets of shieldtox dripped from the refrigerator's wire..
i pressed too much i guess
seeing the struggle..fear gripped me..accompanied by a sense of guilt
as time ticked by..bits and pieces of life escaped as well..
and finally..the half folded A4 size rough paper and foolscape paper took the place as a coffin..
closing my eyes slightly..the papers finally grabbed hold of the lifeless body..
with care, i made my way to the dustbin
and slowly, i left the 'coffin' at the 'graveyard'

i m seriously sorry..
you had came to the wrong room..

BEEBEEKILLL

Hope sunday will be a nice day!! BRIGHT AND SUNNY!!! AND more ppl will be coming:D first time planning something random.

Song for you Week 1

Lets start again..week 1 - song for you:)

小学篱笆旁的蒲公英
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音
多少年后也还是很好听
将愿望折纸飞机寄成信
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定那样清晰
打过勾的我相信说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧
很多的梦在等待着进行

一起长大的约定那样清晰
打过勾的我相信说好要一起旅行
是你如今唯一坚持的任性
一起长大的约定那样
真心与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清你是友情
还是错过的爱情

ST HAPPY BIRTHDAYYY!!

30 days were up!! happy birthday to you my dear friend!! you are as old as me now!:) hope everything will be smooth sailing for you!! get good result k!! i think i haven't tell you about my exchange to Taiwan maybe i will break to you the news the next time i meet u:D koushuidan JY for everything!! mianbaodaku shang.

sweet Surprise

"Happy teacher's day!" was what greeted me when my tutee opened the door. a shock and a sweet surprise that i had.. the only words that i can only squeezed out was a nervous 'tha..thank you!" i have never ever think that i will be greeted with a teacher's day greeting. but this year i was really hope that i could go back school to see my teachers it was unsuccessful.. probably next year;) hope this week's class gathering will be a smooth sailing one. more people come please!! pray and wish~

ohyasuminasai

benkyoushimasu, is the only thing i can do, to get you off my mind.. sleepy..

emptiness

Das Resultat sagt alles

random thoughts

Dear u shld remove the flag, it's September..

How long as it been since i last went pass her house..
the habit of looking at her house whenever i passed by occurred even in dreams..
that is how baka i m..
Ohayou.