yuko!

yuko-pie!!

Ohayou

Morning drink is always nice to have

Exam starts tmr!!

New bus

New bus!!!
Cool!

But the pic is a bit blur..

Early

Waiting for 1030 to arrive
Reached my destination alittle bit early
And saw some culturally designed building
Looks nice with the stairs

Ohayou!

Brunch

First time eating Mac grindle!
I must really study td!!!

big

hey,

you know what..

i made a very big decision just now..

i decided to sign up for a management trainee..(cost me 100 bucks too)

this wasn't what i expected or something that i thought that i want..

fear?

definitely yes..

but if it can change me, why not..

i want to try since i am still young now

there are many things that i want to do..

these skills that i lack..

how hard it might be for me right now,

I will persist,

adapt

learn

and turn into a new me..

hopefully this is an opportunity

not a sham..


and few hours after this decision..

I got a call that i am accepted..

the internship that i wanted really much for the past few days..

but this came too late..

my mind was in the mess when i received the call..

after thinking, considering..

i cant split myself into two..

man cant be too selfish..you will lose everything instead..

so..

i didn't regret my choice..

nth is constant,

as time passed, things changed..

my want changes..

it just missed my changing point..


I wont regret..

I just want to be a different me..

someone who can communicate well..my future me..

even if it will take pain to achieve that, i will

i still can feel the drive now

even though it deflated quite a bit when my mind is in the mess..

hopefully i can get a reply by mon..

then everything will be fixed..

my mind fixed..
my path changes..
i want to be successful..

successful yet meaningful..

i need to grow..

can't stay in my shell anymore..
i have to grow..
grow big and tall..

even though change is fearful,
scary,
i believe i can do it..


so please keep it as a secret first..
let it be our secret for now..

and thanks for listening..

....

It is just a false alarm...

Wl.

Sigh

It was my dad who called ..

They won't call to tell the result right..

Guess they will only email..

But please give me a space

I really want it badly..

(~~)

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Please please call me agn! I will pick it up this time

Please!!! ( ;  ;  )

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i am a baka!!!

why i didnt pick up my phonee

ahhh (; ; ))))

end of another interview

Yosh!

clear one interview

have to wait for results

tonight

I hope to get it..

Actually I want to get it.

I did all I can

No regrets

Shall head to sch soon

After I bathe..

Ps took it ytd. My future resting place

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まています

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:)

Glad to have supper with my jc classmates.

Lets meet up again!

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jy!

Takamina ganbatte!

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learning pts

Went for a talk

It was very enriching

nt just the content

But I learnt other things as well

About myself

About the things that I can improve ..

I seems to be a person who can work independently ..

But when I m alone

I lost the courage the confident that I had when I m with my friends..

It is quite scary..

I seems to see the past me..

Shy,

Timid,

Useless,

Super bad at networking. It is alright when I was with friends but when I m alone

I looked so small,

Zero presence,

Please please

Be more proactive

have more initiative

if you don't go for it..

How can you get it

Or touch it

Sae can do it

Takamina can do it

I can do it

Career is another headache

I really really love to have an opportunity to work overseas

That is something that I felt strongly for this evening..

*But I will still go for Fri discussion

just to hear for it

No harm

Just cost of travelling n time

I love challenges

but I think I still lack of the skill to present myself present my thought

I lack the cool that I thought I have

I need to really improve it

I need to talk more

And really more

people who can voice out their thoughts easily are those who really excel

Having the ability but just the lacking of presenting oneself can kill.

Seriously

Goals

Range from immediate to distinct

- get my internship

- a scholarship

- a job

Everything is so realistic

I can't run away anymore

I having running away for a long time

It is time to face it

If not my goal, my dream will never be fulfilled.

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hohoho

Takamina!

solo 大卖！

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bad luck

hate losing money!!
（；；）