Oh man..

Sorrow is sinking in bit by bit.

When I heard of the bad news that I missed my pay rise just because of the 8 days difference..
I didn't find my heart sank.
Maybe was abit sad then.

But I guess it slowly drained my motivation to work when I headed back to my desk.

Didn't manage to do any work for the last 30 mins before work ends.
I must be glad that my manager made the right move to break the news just slightly before end of the work and it is on a Friday.

So that I have the weekends to let my sorrow dies off.
I guess I will feel better tomorrow after a rest.
But just feels really bad now..

In life, you can't win all the time.
I thought I have made a comprehensive plan.
But things don't always go smoothly as I  expected.
If it wasn't 8 days.. I think I won't be too sad.
I came in late because I need to stay a bit longer in the previous company and also errands to run..

But this resulted in monetary loss that wasn't in my expectation.

Okay. I have no choice but to suck up and try my very best to get the bonus end of the year.

Hopefully they can give me a better pay raise next year.

I guess I need to hasten my alternative income plans..

Money money money ...

For a better living.

That's one of my goal in life.