time pass super fast..
hope i didnt screwed my fm test,
i wont screw my accounting test tmr!
i hope so.haha

song time.
不可思议
词:林宇中/林怡凤/金莎
曲:林宇中
闪烁不停爱的信息
三言两语扣进心里
捂住脸呵口气
才不轻易泄露了心情
仅仅傻笑而已
也能够彻夜想你
爱到不可思议 创世纪到末期
不用甜言蜜语 其实我爱的
是你 是你
烦恼的是 我虽然很粗心
但我会很努力
爱到不可思议 越老却越美丽
牙掉了没关系 皮肤皱皱也
爱你 爱你
就孩子气 这一百分的相遇
就是我和你
你的信息传个不停
随时提醒甜蜜关系
丢个硬币决定
每天应该说几遍爱你
不仅思念而已 看看我
无懈的坚定

things happened.
i realised that i really didn't have the power to change things
it seemed that everything was predestined.
was it?
i knew things would go this way..i tried to prevent it.
was it because i was too useless?
or was it because things would still happen even though i tried?
i wanted to treasure you so much..do you know?
if you want to be yr side i would, no matter how busy i m..
i m willing..
that is how stupid i am..
truly stupid..
afraid to return to the place we stayed..
memories would just flow back..
and i will get sleepless night..

i even imagined if you would return..
crazy isn't it..
okay,shall stop for now. time to study..
be happy k?
even though i can't see it anymore

金莎 - 大小姐
曲 : Brenna 词:林秋离
歌词提供:陈匡明
还少了一双鞋 跟包包做搭配
眼镜要够黑 明星感觉
做好随时准备 我临时想逛街
就除了你 什麽都缺
再六个月 可能会下起雪
到时候我想换马靴
你要疼我宠我因为我是 大小姐
不过这不代表我会爱你 多一些
你说永远不变我是你的 大小姐
所以我想考考你对我有 多坚决
突然不很想睡 去帮我买宵夜
牛肉不要带血 羊肉要肥
在朋友的聚会 不要叫我宝贝
老炫耀我是 你的谁
再六个月 可能会下起雪
到时候我想换马靴
你要疼我宠我因为我是 大小姐
不过这不代表我会爱你 多一些
你说永远不变我是你的 大小姐
所以我想考考你对我有 多坚决
爱情的世界总是不能满足 不到位
所以在现实生活要更完美
看时光匆匆转眼瞬闪而过 一如流水
不能虚耗

想珍惜你
真的
你却不在了

想念你了
又
去年的今天 你仍然在我身边
现在 我对你却只是个陌生人、
我只能苦笑
night time is the time when i m at my most vulnerable state.
it is when flows of memories came...
it is when i really go crazy
when my tears came again..
it is also the time that i miss you the most..
weak


金莎 - 委屈
词:李志清/林秋离 曲:李志清
专集:不可思议
歌词制作:
[00:12.33]
我 知道的
已经是越来越多
我只等你主动开口
坦白对我说
越 靠得近
越暴露我们的寂寞
这样的爱 远比分开
还要更难过
I’m Sorry 你说
最后还是选她不选我
尽管我陪你撑过生命之中
最坏的时候
我的温柔暖和双手治好你的伤口
可是你说爱情世界 已由不得我
不想看我委屈的难过
虽然我还要比她更了解你心里想什么
要我放开 要我明白
是你要我接受
此刻的我 却失去自由
此刻的我 失去了自由

dear..

slept 3 hours ytd night.
first time among the 7 weeks of staying in hall.
it was tiring but it was truly a new experience
i dont really mind having it once in a while.
i mean it

and i was too tired that i can sleep with the clock ticking quite loudly.
i was amazed with myself.haha

and! i realised jp ntuc sushi has 40 percent discount aft 9 pm!
so for a sushi lover like me, it was just great.
and surprisingly, it was super nice!:)



i just realised i managed to think of you less often ytd.
is it a great thing?

where are you

back at home.
sick again.
sick for the second time in 4 weeks?
and normally it took me 1 week to recover..

nvm..the main thing is to achieve my aim for td!
1. coming up outline for biz law
2. do accountancy tut
3. revise fm?

i think i shall try to complete the first 2 task first.
;sigh
recess week is chiong-ing week.
i think majority will agree with me!

当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
一辈子有多少的来不及
发现 已经 失去 最重要的东西
恍然大悟 早已远去
为何总是在犯错之后
才肯相信 错的是自己
他们说这就是人生 试着体会
试着忍住眼泪 还是躲不开应该有的情绪
我不会奢求世界停止转动
我知道逃避一点都没有用
只是这段时间里 尤其在夜里
还是会想起 难忘的事情
我想我的思念是一种病
久久不能痊愈
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
汲汲营营 忘记身边的人需要爱和关心
借口总是拉远了距离 不知不觉 无声无息
我们总是在抱怨事与愿违
却不愿意回头看看自己
想想自己 到底做了甚么蠢事情
也许是上帝给我一个试炼
只是这伤口需要花点时间
只是会想念 过去的一切
那些人事物 会离我远去
而我们终究也会远离 变成回忆
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病
一种病
多久没有说我爱你
多久没有拥抱你所爱的人
当这个世界不在那么美好
只有爱可以让他更好
我相信一切都来得及
别管那些纷纷扰扰
别让不开心的事 停下了脚步
就怕你不说 就怕你不做
别让遗憾继续 一切都来得及
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
当你在穿山越岭的另一边
我在孤独的路上没有尽头
时常感觉你在耳后的呼吸
却未曾感觉你在心口的鼻息
Oh 思念是一种病
Oh 思念是一种病
一种病

我病了..

7th week of school

i think next week will be a terrible one for me.
loads of projects and assignments.
and i m feeling very sleepy now..
just neeed a motivation that i used to have a year ago.

i m really independent now.without you.
you- someone that stays in my heart

but i know i have to stop emo-ing
new friends
i need to make some.
but it's quite hard..
especially when everyone is speaking eng
and my eng is not very gd..
;sigh
need build up on my grammars and vocab..
my vocab is seriously limited.haha

2months miss 2 years

as time passes, it is logical that i will feel better right?
but it seems so impossible for me..
again,you seems to be everywhere

but as time goes by,i began to feel that i had been living in dream for 2 years..
i even doubt that if things actually happened or i made it up..
scary right..

but always after looking at our messages,at least i know that things did happen.
but i will be the only remembering everything.
you?
not around anymore
that's my excuse to run away from the cruel truth.
i always knew that i have been running away since a long time ago.
i tried to face the truth but after a while i m back to my own whole.

that is how silly i m.
just hope u can stay in my dream forever.
seeing u in dream is sufficient.
but i dont always dreamt what i wanted
if i could,i will sleep early everyday..
i m serious

went to my cousin's wedding dinner yesterday.
a happy occasion.
i felt happy for the couple but a sense of sadness was unavoidable..
u were on my mind 90 percent of the time.
what can i do.

i drank.
beer.
first time..
feel like drinking more but have driving the next day..

why i will still feel sad.
why.
why i allow things to happen even though i knew there would never be a happy ending.
i m just stupid.

ate a lot during the dinner..
ate few plates of rice( not the normal white rice) luuomifan..
it's nice:)

super moody td..
seems that my moodiness came back agn..
ytd i got my belated present..

but it wasnt prepared by her..
it felt super sad..terribly..
it made me rmb last year when we actually went together to pick my present..
she was there..
beside me..
now..she was gone..

i was nothing to her at all..
what m i..
what are we..
it still hurt..wth

i seriously dunno what to do..
really..
what can i do to forget pain..

i..m lost again..

and i realised i m very weak now..
i came to a conclusion..
if you start to depend on someone..you will start to get weak..
i m such an example..
feel like falling into a deep sleep..
and i will meet her in lane 7..will i?
i need her..
i hate the word'need'..

yesterday was a day that i looked forward to..
meet up with cca friends.
miss playing ball..
suddenly had a sense of emptiness after they left..
not me only..afew of us feel that way

just started to miss everything including you..

刚才谈到睡觉前回肚子饿
V说睡觉就不会饿了
这句话好熟..你以前也对我说一样的话
直到你开始厌倦我
也对那时候你变了
我却故意没想那么多..

我真的好笨

刚吃杯面时，又想到你了
想到你每次只放半包的味精
而我每次劝你放多一点不然没有味道
刚开始你很倔强 但后来你有放多一点一点
我会笑着你的倔强
对我来说
那时你可爱的一面..

但这一切只能出现在我脑海里了

uni life has passed for 4 weeks?
time passed super fast..
no time to rest..
no time to slack..
no time to do things i want..
but i still have time to miss you..
ironic..

just had my first presentation in uni..
did i do well?
to be frank..i have no idea..
just feeling tired..especially when you are not ard anymore..
motivation just not there..
just made me feel worthless without you..
i was definitely too dependent on you..

but you?
i guess i was never on your mind for even once..ha..
so pathetic

i thought as time goes by..memories will fade
but i was wrong..
this does not apply to me..
memories of your words kept coming back..days when we were in china..when i pb you..when you laid on my shoulders..my lap..
when your smile was just for me..
when we studied tgt..
when you were mad at me..
when my emotions were affected by yours
when my eyes had only you..
when..

what can i do?
how can i forget everything like you did?
how??!
HOW?!
i feel like giving up..
my life is really messed up now..

what can i do?

不知为何我这几天特别想你
我又哭了
有时还幻想你回来了
我疯了吗

我知道你不在了
the chance that you will come back is 0.00000000000000000000000000000000000000001 percent..
maybe i need to add more zeros?

i finally dreamt of you a day ago..
you came back..i..
when i opened my eyes..sense of emptiness was what left for me..
you are gone..
it was still painful..do you know..

if i can do anything to bring you back..
i will do it
the only thing i can do now- is to have you in my dream..
just stay in my dream k?
stay in lane 7..
and wait for me..

so sleeping will be the only thing i can look forward in life now..
i miss you a lot

就站在这里 - 小宇


这一次你 转身比从前都快
两个人的小角落里 就这么缺了一块
我没有关系 你只是暂时走开
既然说好了要一起 怎么可能忘记呢
我想我会好好继续 写完你和我的爱
如果你只是想履行 未来随时会来

我就站在这里 从来不曾离去
不管以后什么困难 若想到我 你会知道
我就站在这里 从来不曾放弃
就算我知道 你已变了 变得不在意
我还在这里


分手而已 我想你忘了说看
只能看到你们一起 撑着我们的雨伞
我没有关系 你只是换个人爱
希望他会比我珍惜 会唱你喜欢的歌
我想我会好好继续 写完你和我的爱
如果你只是想履行 未来随时会来

我就站在这里 从来不曾离去
不管以后什么困难 若想到我 你会知道
我就站在这里 从来不曾放弃
就算我知道 你已变了 变得不在意
我还在这里

我曾假装你还在 虽然有一点苦奈
想到你的承诺 和那些承诺 再听不见了
我 却一直在难过 I don't know I~

我就站在这里 从来不曾离去
不管以后什么困难 若想到我 你会知道
我就站在这里 从来不曾放弃
就算我知道 你已变了 变得不在意
我还在这里