Tuesday, October 22, 2024

wonder about life

Life feels meaningless these days. 

Everyday I was thinking about job, master, work. Work is feeling very unsatisfying but I just can't find a job. Job market is pretty bad. 

I had an interview last week which the interviewer mentioned that she has 100 over applicants and she decided to take her time to pick the best candidate. 

Haha..i should thank her for her honesty. 

A slight regret for rejecting the offer that I had in mid-august. But it was a role that involved budgeting and reporting which I disliked a lot. Imagine doing report and chasing after revenue target every week. 

And now, I'm supposed to have an offer, but HR told me they are still processing it. Unsure if that is normal, or because they had to pass through rounds of approval and checks. Or are they trying to find other candidates? 
However, the workplace is in the far East. I think I could get to the airport in 10 mins from the workplace. 

Why life is so hard. 

I'm left with another application in the pipeline. My result will be out within the next 2 days. It could be today or tomorrow. I wish I can hope for the best. However, I'm not sure if I could hope for the better after facing so many rejections. Life sucks. Sometimes I wish I could head back to school days when I could just study and focus on my sport activities. 

Now it's just working to earn enough money so that I can escape the rat race. 



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